BabyLette420PromoDDR's blog: "me"

You look back in life and you think where did you go wrong and wish you would have never fucked up but you did and you just wish you could die.You wonder why you ended up like you did and you wish you could change it but you can't.You wonder why ppl do what they do and why they treat you like they do and then you remember what went wrong.You just don't understand life at all but all you know is you have a purpose but you don't know what it is at all.You ask what it is but know one can answer.You pray and sometimes you wonder if there really is a god and then you do believe in him till he lets you down.Ppl you love die and ppl you love get hurt and you just wonder what the hell happened and still no answer.

Hey guys how is everyone doing today?Well what i need advice on is about mark.He lied to me and broke my heart.So if you are a true friend then please reply but if not then just say good-bye.

A laugh, A tear, A kiss in the night, You're there, You're here, Such a beautiful sight, A love we can share, Forever and more, My heart is for you, The one I adore, A true feeling of hope, Strenght and forgiveness of sins, I'm by your side through thickness and thins, I vow to hold your hand when things are tough, Nothing can tear us apart nothing is ever enough, I love to see you smile at me, Treat me like your queen, Our love is Up, Down, Anywhere in between, And so with words of caring and words of love, I hope you feel the feelings I speak of, My wish is that you don't deny of the things speak, For if you do there will tears running down my cheeks, A laugh, A tear, A kiss in the night, Hold me, My dear, And let our love take flight.

SILENT WHISPER I SEEN THIS GIRL STANDING THERE FROM AFAR LOOKING SO BRIGHT AS A NIGHTLY STAR GORGEOUS FROM HER HEAD TO THE SOLE OF HER FEET SO BEAUTIFUL THAT SHE'D MAKE ANY MAN'S HEART BEAT HER SKIN LOOKS SO SOFT AND HER BODY SO WARM SO SWEET AS HONEY CONSTANTLY SURROUNDED BY A SWARM I KEEP WONDERING IF I WILL EVER GET MY CHANCE TO SHOW HER IM A TRUE MAN WITH DREAMS OF ROMANCE HER SMILE SO BRIGHT IT LIGHTS UP MY DAY HER LIPS SO SOFT LOOKING IN EVERY WAY HER LITTLE JOY OF LAUGHTER MAKES MY BODY SHIVER AND WHEN I THINK OF US TOGETHER MY BODY BEGINS TO QUIVER I DREAM OF NIGHTS ALONE WITH HER UNDERNEATH THE RAIN SHARING IN OUR CLOSENESS AND ESCAPING THE PAIN THE PAIN THAT COMES FROM JUST BEING ALONE THESE ARE MY SILENT WHISPERS TO GOD PLEASE BRING HER HOME I CANT STAND NOT HAVING HER IN MY ARMS EACH AND EVERY NIGHT TO ONEDAY MAKE HER MY GIRL WILL BE MY FORVER FIGHT SOMETIMES I WONDER IF THESE ARE TEARS OF SORROW OR TEARS OF JOY BECAUSE I CAN SEE HER TOMORROW SHE DOESNT KNOW IT YET LORD BUT SHE WILL BE MY GIRL BECAUSE SHE'S MY EVERYTHING, MY ENTIRE WORLD WHAT CAN I DO LORD TO GET HER JUST TO NOTICE ME WHY CANT I LORD FIND THE WORDS THAT WILL BRING HER HOME TO ME WHEN IM CLOSE TO HER LORD I SHUT DOWN AND BECOME STILL LORD CAN YOU PLEASE GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO SHOW HER I'M FORREAL IF SHE ONLY KNEW JUST HOW I FEEL, IT'S JUST SO HARD TO EVEN SLEEP THE PASSION OF LOVE THAT I HAVE FOR HER GROWS SO DEEP I GUESS TIME WILL TELL IF SHE FEELS THAT I REALLY MISS HER BUT UNTIL THEN THIS WILL CONTINUE TO BE MY SILENT WHISPER

I don't wanna fall for him again. i don't think I can take the pain. i don't wanna have these feelings if he doesn't feel the same. i don't want my heart to jump, when i haven't seen him in awhile. i don't wanna see him grin, if i'm not the one making him smile. i don't wanna reach out, every time i see his hand. i don't wanna try to explain if he'll never understand. i don't want tears in my eyes every time i see his face. i don't want my heart to be empty, if he's the only one that can fill the space. i don't wanna have to smile at him, when i really wanna cry. i don't want him to wave hello, if he really means goodbye. i don't wanna get played, as a result of his little game. but all he has to do to get me back, is simply say my name.

I have a secret, like most people do.. I'm full of regret, and I know I'm a fool. Love must have a sense of humor, who thought I would ever choose him? Life is full of many rumors, and my eyes are full to the brim. Many things I've learned in life, trust is hard to give. Now days are filled with pain and strife, yet without him it's hard to live. Hard to live without his love that I'm sure I never had. Hard to breathe without his kiss but I know my feelings are bad. Why would I want a chronic liar? ...But he fill my heart with a passionate fire... Yes, I have a secret, like most people do. I'm full of regret, and I know I'm a fool. I have a secret, like most people do. I'm full of regret . . . but I still love you.

I look up at the stars, alone and so scared I call out your name, but still you're not there I try to hold your hand, but it's nowhere in my reach I think of things you've told me, for the love you gave had teached I need you `cuz I love you, and I love you `cuz I do All I had in my life wouldn't compare to you I don't know why you left me without a last goodbye You left me with a broken heart while tears fell from my eyes I still have to so many words that I have kept locked up inside While dreams kept running through my head, thinking you are still mine I don't know how to change what happened between us two Even though you left me hurt I can't help but still love you Wherever you are I know within that I'm still in your heart I would never let this pain inside tear my love for you apart But I know no matter what I do you never will return My heart will always be in two and my tears... will always b

Standing here all on my own, watching life go by, taking in those dreadful words, ...a tear drops from my eye, I stood there as i watched you run, and waited for the pain, love can be a painful thing, you used my love in vain, Why'd you leave me here to cry?, our love had felt so...right, why'd you go and break my heart, just like you did that night, let me kiss your lips once more, so I can see it's true, help me see your love is gone, that I can't be with you, don't leave me here to fall apart, to watch you fade away, tell me how you really feel, and why you just won't stay, I never thought I'd cry so much, I want to see this through... although you'll never feel for me..... I always will love you.

Some people want to hear "I LOVE YOU" Some dont really care but I only want to here it If you PROMISE to be there Be there when im in pain, and even if im not Be there when im falling apart dont leave me there to rot and if the whole world turned against me you will still be there you wont see me crying and be like "i dont care" Be there when i NEED you because i never wont If you say "I LOVE YOU" dont later say you dont.

Never Say I love you if its not really there, Never talk about feelings if you dont really care, Never hold my hand if your going to break my heart, Never say your gonna if you dont plan to start, Never look into my eyes if all your going to do is lie, Never say hello if you really mean goodbye, If you really mean forever Then please say youll try, Never say forever cause forever makes me cry.