Idk i havent been able to get a damn thing straight in my head lately and its fucking me up......Ive never been the type of person to lose my cool or composer and i really dont like the feeling of it. I guess this probably something really retarded to write a blog about but oh well. I guess what i really want is the security that i had knowing that i wouldnt lose myself and now i have and i dont know what to do.......I cant even get a clear thought through my head without getting bombarded by 5o million others. Idk i just want to feel normal again but i dont think thats going to happen anytime soon so fuck it right lol. Well i dont really want to write anymore on this so im gonna end it here.
