guidomedic's blog: "~ Me ~"

~ Moi ~ This is about me...some of who I am, what I am, why I am...random and unstructured, just the way I gather the thoughts. Many here think they know me by what they see and read but some of what is here is me and some is what I want you to see...so here goes....don't know if anyone is interested or cares but it's my effort to give you a peek. And unless you talk to me away from here it's the best we can do. Ok.....I color outside the lines and like to go against the flow. I run with Scissors . I like all music but love the 80's brand. I'm in Love with Love and always give it the best shot possible. I put love into all my friendships. I have overflowing Passion and it spills out on here sometimes. My fave colors are Pink...yes pink...and Purple. but they are all way too cool. I'm loyal to a fault and always try to fix things. If I hurt you..it hurts me as much and I miss you. I don't do hate, I don't do anger...so even when fucked over I still wait to see the good in that person. I have peeps on here that hate me or are jealous but I still extend friendship to them and wish them the best. I enjoy flirting and feel we all need it in our lives from time to time. I really like to hear, listen to and watch women use that awesome wonderful gift called 'intuition' and wish men possessed it also. I have loved and lost and lost and loved....it hurts but I still want it. Trust...hmmmmm, trust I always give peeps to use or lose. I get caught up sometimes in the race for levels on here and then have to reel myself back. My status is usually a song lyric and not something going on in my life. I let fake and real on my page...both deserve a chance. I love chocolate and pepsi. Fave food is anything I can try. I love to grill...give me a weenie and a fire and I'm gone. I feel Imperfect but know I can Love Perfectly. I love to use my lips....very much but have not in forever. I'm all about the journey and not the destination. You'll find me stopping to look up at the sky or down at the ground to take in something we all take for granted. I grow fangs and act a Rhino ready to charge when my loved ones are attacked. I love cooking shows. I'd be Paula Deans man-meat in butter if she asked. Lol..ewwww. Anyway, I have an intense desire for peace in everyone's life. I love.....I am.....I need...I want....I am a work in progress with less answers and more questions as I go. I don't have solutions but will be a soft place to land for friends. Scary movies scare me....chick flicks are cool and Adam Sandler, Austin Power movies and comedies are insane. Love to laugh but usually keep my twisted, silly goober sense of humor in check until I feel comfortable with you. I need little sleep. And I'm always thinking of a different way, for everything. I'm a Medic....I'm Divorced....I'm a DVS. I will be what you want me to be on here....but this is only one facet of many...one dimension of several. I see a person and not an age, some young people have wisdom that escapes the older...but I never see your age or remember mine until told. But always....I will come to you in Peace and Love. Just a few insights....hope it helps............ Peace.