Rubberslave's blog: "Me"

Some of you know this and some don't.

Last year I was diagnosed with precancerous cells on my cervix and had a leep procedure done to remove a large

portion of my cervix. At that time I was told that they didn't get all of it and I was to wait.

Last week I had another procedure done to see how far the cancer has grown. An hour ago I talked to my

obgyn and was told that the cancer is completely gone.

I just want to thank all of my family and friends for being there for me when I was so scared. You all are the best group of friends

any woman could ask for and I thank you for all the love and lust you give to me every day.

My future is bright and all the weight I gained over the last horrid 5 years is finally gone. Its amazing what getting out of a

crippling degrading relationship can do for a person.

Again, thank you ALL for the support. I love you all.

TRS

     I rarely post things in my "blog". Those of you who have taken the time to get to know me know this but those of you who haven't, well, you are the reason for this entry. I have an issue in my personal life that needs my full attention right now and I really don't know how much I can be here. My faith has always been very strong and defined but at this point in time I am doubting my religion, my faith, beliefs and even the existance of time and space. If you comment me or leave a message and I do not respond in a timely manner that you feel appropriate, please try to think logically and consider the fact that life does exist outside of this thing someone has named FUBAR, that if we have spoken via message that you have caught my eye, and believe me, it takes a lot to do so, just ask anyone in my family, and that I am not ignoring you.

A quick word to the people in my family plus a few more I haven't added yet...thank you for putting up with me, for loving me for ME and for accepting me, leather, latex, whining and all.

XxRS

  I'm posting this because so many people have sent me messages asking what happened, so...for those of you that give two shits this is what dumbass Rubberslave did yesterday...

 

 I am allgeric to shell fish, I thought just raw shrimp, but, I was terribly wrong. I ordered a shrimp basket from a local restaurant here in WI and went home with my youngest daughter to eat it. Was fine for a few, talking on my cell to my oldest daughter who still lives in IN when I felt very ill. Long story short my tongue, throat and lips swelled terribly and I had to be transported to the ER. My youngest called 911 for me, literally saving my life...again. Angels take many forms and I have the privelidge of calling one of them not only my daughter but my friend.

Xx RS

I'm basically creating this blog to explain whats going on in my life. I live in Indiana and am moving to Arizona soon. I'm sorry to all my friends & family for not leaving comments or staying in touch lately but I'm just so over whelmed with the move & getting things ready to go. Selling the house I live in, getting it ready to list & looking for a home in AZ is taking all of my time. I don't want any of you to think I've just forgotten about you or that I'm ignoring you, those of you that know me know that my friends are very important to me and I love you all. I will be leaving Indiana here with in the next few weeks to fly out to AZ & look for a home there and I'm not sure how often I'll be online but just know that your all important to me and as soon as I can get a free minute I will leave love & be able to chat more often.