sirden1959's blog: "me and lifechoices"

Was a differant place, cool yet frustrating, intereresting yet just like a big game,,, So thoose who have voted on my pict or profile thanks, tose who have been freinds you were great, To some one else, it was great.... but well there needs to be a meeting of minds, and effort made on both side,,for when only one would make them,,, I hope you find what you seek,,,,,,,,,,, Sirden,,,,,,,,,, leaves and turns off the light

Once a fool always a fool When does the circle end. How long do you travel in a circle Are you always waiting for to see what’s around the curve What are you waiting for… The circle to end Or trying to find were it begins So when will it end… Tonight

I am talking about the yen and yang of the BDSM lifestyle and how so many live it. When the life goes in a circles and they seem to attract more tit he circle that travel in a continue motion…round and around….. Where you have Masters find that special one but then moving on as soon as He finds fresh meat, another conquest. To be used then dropped as soon as He get bored with her. Sand she the submissive who is always seeking a better Master, who will drop her Master like a piece of dirt toilet paper. Simply because the new one is a smooth talker, might be His looks,,, His voice…. So these are the ones who travel in the yen and yang lanes of the BDSM lifestyle. Always circling around seek the better, fresher, toy for the week. They both travel down the road on a single lane, both seeking what they seek and never happy. There are some lucky one who have found some one to hold on to share there thoughts feeling and needs with. These are the one who travel the same road, but are traveling together, sharing together and growing together.

Do you practice stupidity, are you a poster child of stupidity. Ever wonder how others can just be so stupid, they think that they can get away with anything. That’s those who they seem to want to put the so called “wool over some one eyes”, so they can not see things,, actually think it works. I sit and see the stupidity others do to others here. I see how they feed some with a little carrot before there eyes, leading them to think of things that actually are not there. Yes I see stupidity, and how stupid it is,,,,,,,,,,,,,,to assume things……..

Hunger grows… There is a hunger that grows in my soul, the hunger to control her, to use her from my pleasure. You all know the hunger and what it is. For some its an addiction, some have it nder control, others just know they have a form of the hunger. The hunger comes from not controlling some for some time. Where she is tied before you, waitng to feel the touch of her skin, to see the reaction in her eyes. To see tears roll down a cheek, tears of joy,, not from fear. The hunger that only controlling a submissive will feed your hunger. For the need is great, but not so great to settle for a simple romp in the hay, a quick pick her up in a room. But one were you have her when the need is there. Be it once or twice a year, or if you lucky at least once a week. You all know the hunger,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

so we al come here to find some one special. might be there choice of life style, be they are seeking a party animal to get down with. Som come to seek freinds and maybe more. Other come and see special things only what that special person can give to you..... So who and what do you seek on that land of cherrytap... to fill a need and an hunger.... to fill in some time.... so what is it you seek here,,,,,,,,,,,