a few days ago some one asked me what i see when i look in the mirror...............so i thought about it and ...........................
when looking in the mirror i don't see Jeff, i know it's sounds crazy but i don't see me. I see a manifestation of pain, a vesle that no longer belongs to me but to a separate person that keeps me guessing on what way to go.
(i've always been differnt from the way i act, dress and even draw. now i'm not saying that i'm special or better than anyone else cuz i'm not but i do have my qualities and talents)
for as long as i can remember i have these weird/deranged/psychotic/sick/suicidal thoughts. (i've never done anything to myself). so i decided to create what i like to call a mental maze to block all these thoughts in and keep them seperated. well as off these past couple days it's been getting worse and worse. due to the amount of stress i've been going thru w/ my family. (i'm not saying that my problems r far worse than anyone else's or anything) but then i thought about it my stress and pain isn't from my family. it's coming from me
the more i think about something the worse it gets for me thus i become paranoid. (this is no one's fault but my own)
so i've decided to take all my problems and make a cd.............................................
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..Of................................The..........
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..Vol 1...... Straight............................
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...Pyscho..................................
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