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I don't claim to be an artist or that my music is great. It's just something I do for fun. :bFor more of my music, Click HereI like to edit sprites of J.Talbain from Capcom's Dark Stalkers series. Reason being, he's the best model for M00NBEAST, a character I came up with. Well, to begin with, I believe in following certain 'natural instincts' instead of acting like being human I should ignore them or whatever. I like to test my threshold for pain and pleasure, hell, in many cases pain is pleasure for me. I'm not into self mutilation or anything and I don't 'mutilate' myself.I'm an avid gamer, I'm almost always playing games or talking to friends and hanging out with them. I'm also into computers. I'm self-tought when it comes to working on computers. My favorite genres of games are fighting, real-time strategy, first person shooter and RPG. I like just about any game as long as it's fun though. Same thing with music; I have my preferences, but I don't care who sang the song as long as the song itself is good in my opinion.I'm definitely a fan of having a good time with my friends. But that doesn't involve getting high or drunk. I never have, 'nor never will touch any kind of drug unless perscribed by a doctor and I only drink on very special occassions like birthdays or new year parties. The kind of good times I'm talking about are hanging out with friends, bullshitting about whatever, having a good time playing games, and joking about stuff.I'm into all kinds of stuff. I don't follow any kind of trend, I don't feel I belong to any particular social group, 'nor do I 'obey the rules' of any that exist. I refuse to change myself for any group or person unless I like the idea of that particular change, then I'll work on it. Otherwise, not a chance.PicturesNew/RecentRandom ImageOldRandom ImagePagesOld & UndatedPhotoalbum Minnesota PicturesMy GraduationMichigan PicturesRandom Thoughts"Remember what your friends did for you before you stab them in the back. Chances are, they helped you way more than you ever will, and you're only proving this theory when you betray them. gg Losers.""I think it's funny when people who cut themselves blame other people, saying that those people made them do it by hurting them. I must disagree, the only person making you cut yourself is you. Take responsibility for your own actions, stop blaming everyone else for your problems.""I have a theory on why few people like those who complain about not having any friends or are suicidal. The friends of said person feel like they're 'not good enough' because their friend is saying they don't have anyone, or feel like they're 'not good enough' to be 'something to live for'. Personally, I think the suicidal people are the ones who drive people away with their suicidal (and/or) "I'm always lonely" attitude. Seriously, how would you feel if you were friends with someone that said they didn't have any friends or just wanted to die because they think they have nothing to live for? Part from the fact that you can't help it when a friend turns out that way, so it just pisses you off. But, would you befriend someone who's already like that? It's not that you don't care, it's that they're ungrateful to the fact that you care about them.""Eleven IS louder than ten.""An end with with no beginning? That doesn't make any fucking sense. For something to end, it had to start somewhere.""Pictures taken in the mirror are not only trendy, but just fucking lame. LEARN TO USE THE TIMER! And none of this, "I don't have any friends to take my picture for me." BULLSHIT. >X""I think it's fucking retarded when people put up pictures of themselves and say, "Yeah, it's me. Get over it." You know what? Nobody gives a damn. No one will sit there and look at your picture and be like, "Damn, she's her. *lament*" SERIOUSLY! It's not people looking at your pictures who need to 'get over it', it's you who needs to get over YOURSELF."Random ShitDisorderRatingParanoid:HighSchizoid:HighSchizotypal:HighAntisocial:ModerateBorderline:ModerateHistrionic:LowNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:ModerateDependent:ModerateObsessive-Compulsive:High-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --Other Quiz ResultsOther Profile PagesVampire FreaksLive JournalDeviant ArtMy SpaceElf TownLost Cherry"When everything is said and done, everyone moves on and I fade from existance."May 29, 2005A Drifting ShadowI am but a shadow, drifting in the darkness of faded memory. Here as I am, doing what I can to help those in need when I can. Passing on, only to be forgotten. My trail unmarked and untracable. My destination undecided. I go where the wind will take me, never looking back. The lost memories put away in a box of forgotten things, locked and hidden away. My purpose gives brief happiness to those I help. My aid lights the path which they feel is best to take. Our paths splitting as they choose theirs. Follow as I have tried, I'll never be part of that chosen destination. I lie at no road's end. I no longer wait for things that'll never come my way. Like a shadow from the sun, I am faded.Forgotten by those I once loved, left behind those that I have befriended. Never to see a glimpse of what could have been, a reality. A fallen angel, wings torn and broken; I travel this world and watch from the darkness. Their pain becomming mine, so they may forget. I fight away their fear and give them what hope I can. A guardian angel, fallen and broken; I am a shadow, fading from existence; memory lost and forgotten, presence no longer known. I leave behind an untold story, never to be known or understood. The things I know, the things I can't forget. Locked away, hidden, never revealed to anyone. An enigma, and unknown entity; a black sillouette in the white light. My journey continues, my path never ending, my destination unknown. I am a Drifting Shadow, condemmed to walk my path alone. And so the rest be unknown.