maniac756's blog: "Lyrics..."

I'm headed on the 9:12 train from Georgia, going eastward toward L.A. Cause I can't stand to be away from you , not another day. They told me no to go after you, and you'd come back to me. But I can't believe a word they say, cause that's not what I see. Everywhere I turn I see your face, just starin back at me. Cause your image is stick in my head, and I can not shake it free. Eveyrwhere I go, Ihear your voice, in the back of my head. I'm sorry this is the way it is, were the last words you said I'm headed on the 9:12 train from Georgia, goin eastward toward L.A. Cause I can't stand to be away from you, not another day. I need someone like you in my life, to keep me goin strong. I've been without you and your love, for way way too long. You're the one that is meant for me, I know this for a fact. You're all that I can think about, while riding on this track. I will not stop until I've found you, and then when I do. I'll show you how I truly feel, and prove my love for you. I'm headed on the 9:12 train from Georgia, going eastward toward L.A. Cause I can't stand to be away from you, not another day.

I'm gonna take my life and put it inbetween my hands I'm gonna squeeze real tight and hope that I disappear cause I don't wanna see you again I don't wanna take it anymore I don't wanna talk to you again I don't wanna be here anymore Cause tonight is the night my life will end tonight is the night I hope uyou understand tonight is the night my life will end tonight is the night I hope you understand Soon I will be in my coffin your mind will get set off and it will fill itself with fear I never thought that you could care as if you were ever there But it's O.K. forever now I'll be here cause I don't wanna see you again I don't wanna take it anymore I don't wanna talk to you again I don't wanna be here anymore Cause tonight is the night my life will end tonight is the night I hope uyou understand tonight is the night my life will end tonight is the night I hope you understand To that place way up above To that place way down below To that place right in the middle That's where I wanna go These next few words they'll be my last So I'd better hurry and speak them fast To the question you asked me the answer is no I'm sorry....But now I must go... cause I don't wanna see you again I don't wanna take it anymore I don't wanna talk to you again I don't wanna be here anymore Cause tonight is the night my life will end tonight is the night I hope uyou understand tonight is the night my life will end tonight is the night I hope you understand

Only time can tell when never will come In the end what's over is not really done The beggining exists in the eyes of none And forever quickly dies in the heat of the sun. It's insane the things that run through my mind A sense of normality you will never find A rage exists that's the only one of it's kind Forever I'll remember I'm always behind. Given to me was a nothingness so bleek One I gave away that I could never keep Enjoyment is something I tend to seek An end to devestation is what I need. It's done, I'm through, you can have the rest I'm sick of it all, sick of this mess I require the desire to pass this test But I'll never pretend I can't be the best. Now it's never and time is up The end is over the world is stuck In a beggining that shows no love Forever dies again the crowd is stunned.

I've got too much on my plate I've got too much anger and hate I've got to get out of this place I've got to get my mind erased I need to clean my fuckin slate This time maybe I'll play it safe No more bullshit that I can't take No more time to sit and wait There's nothin left to live for My actions I control no more I'm frozen to this cold hard floor Inside I'm dead, I know for sure If I were to disappear Nobody here would fuckin care End my life of dumb depair I run to the end but get nowhere In the barrel two bullets remain If I die, was I insane If I'm alive should I try again These fuckin thoughts, when will they end There's nothin left to live for My actions I control no more I'm frozen to this cold hard floor Inside I'm dead, I know for sure As I sit here deprived of thought Forgetting all these things I've thought No emotions just as I'd thought Contemplating my thoughtless thoughts Alone in my zone my soul posessed I can't comprehend this fuckin mess Too many problems I must adress Too much violence within my head There's nothin left to live for My actions I control no more I'm frozen to this cold hard floor Inside I'm dead, I know for sure This ignorance pounds away at my soul The beatings begin to take their toll The parasites eat away at my soul To torch my past, that is my goal The cycle that refuses to stop Will soon cause my heart to drop When it does I'll fall to the top I can't go on my will's been shot