Angel of Death's blog: "Lyrics"

cause I'm too good for that I'll never show restraint Because there is no need for that I know everyone I've been everywhere I know everything Because I'm everybody We came to take control We came to sell you freedom We came to burn you down We came to brainwash children And it's not our fault It's just your own new suicide Where we belong There's no one to hurt It's some place where we can't be found Where we belong It's darker than space A feeling that we all push down So it can't be found It's that time again Can we get it right? He wants us to revolt To set the world on fire We wont to show restraint Because we like the violence We are security Wrapped in our brutality And it's not our fault It's just your own new suicide Where we belong There's no one to hurt It's some place where we can't be found Where we belong It's darker than space A feeling that we all push down So it can't be found Find our way through space We'll never be found by anyone out here Hide away from everything that knows what we did I know everyone I've been everywhere I know everything Because I'm everybody Where we belong There's no one to hurt It's some place where we can't be found Where we belong It's darker than space A feeling that we all push down So it can't be found [x2]

I'm not awake But I'm not dead The drugs are late Lost my money again They never gave you anything You'd think you get the fucking point I'll laugh until I'm fucking killed I see the point but I can't find a way To get through this fucking mental hell!!! I'm not alright, but I'm OK [x2] All hail the pessimist All hail the anarchist All hail the rest that never gave A motherfuckin' shit It's killing season Time to celebrate What better way than to Rid the world of all the walking waste Wanna see it I'll show you something A middle finger With a barrel and it's fucking cocked I got a new way So you can fuck yourself Kill the motherfucker - all that I think about, yeah! I'm not alright, but I'm OK [x2] Sometimes You gotta voice your revenge Or you're better off dead You'll lose your fucking mind Sometimes You gotta look at yourself See the world inside out And scream out loud That motherfucker Kill that motherfucker Kill that motherfucker And that's all that I think about [x2] That motherfucker Kill that motherfucker Kill that motherfucker Cause we all need to scream out loud I'm not alright, but I'm OK [x2] I found the easy way to die Just educate myself and pretend All I've learned's untrue And yeah, I know that All I'll lose is you Have you ever loved something That never seemed to Have a face at all It just screams out loud.....yeah! It always cures the pain that would never leave Then causes even more It just screams out loud But never goes away! That motherfucker Kill that motherfucker Kill that motherfucker And that's all that I think about That motherfucker Kill that motherfucker Kill that motherfucker

Dig deep Dig in deeper You go where only fools Fear to tread You'll find devices to kill your master Why not kill your maker instead Leave it to the ones that own you Leave it to those ones to disown you Put faith & trust in the dusk Do what you must do [PreChorus] I'm getting edgy for those departed Left all alone left still forgotten!!!! [Chorus] Miles to go and Sky's to fly Hold back the day Miles to go and Skys to fly It's darkest before the Dawn [Verse] Claw hard now From your casket Six feet and getting deeper Should the top, soil feel Heavy It must be getting weaker Towers people build, up in life Become frail & fall to the ground Fuck them There opinion Deceiving The Honest Man!!!!!!!! [PreChorus] Always, always, darkest before the dawn.... [Chorus]

I do declare, there's something in the air I'm burning the candle at both ends Bitter betrayals, skeleton keys Houses to haunt, well it's alright by me Rags to ruin, some foolhardy choices Some would say, not a ghost of a chance The ghosts in my mind, they're one of a kind They tell me what to do, and it's shut down you Some things are best just left unsaid End of the line, end of the line One door closes, another door closes And now you're boxed in End of the line, end of the line Feel eyes in the trees, the foreboding path The turn of the head, I hear it laugh It says "Hang 'em now," it says "Hang 'em high" When you are done, then hail to the sky I've been taught to get the fuck up To dust myself off, and to go it again The ghosts in my mind, they're one of a kind They tell me what to do, and it's shut down you Some things are best just left unsaid End of the line, end of the line One door closes, another door closes And now you're boxed in End of the line, end of the line Shit Bitter betrayals, the foreboding path I've come to shut you down Rags to ruin, some foolhardy choices Some would say, not a ghost of a chance The ghosts in my mind, they're one of a kind They tell me what to do, and it's shut down you Some things are best just left unsaid End of the line, end of the line One door closes, another door closes And now you're boxed in End of the line, end of the line

After all these precious years you chose to just give in Why did you leave so many things undone I only scratched the surface of the thoughts you had within And for me your life had just begun Why did you think that you were never good enough to give When you accepted me right from the start I never saw the side of you that didn't want to live And I miss you from the bottom of my heart What was it that you never told a soul about yourself What kind of thoughts were buried inside Was there really no one there you thought would understand Or was the only barrier your pride Witch so much love around you I just wish you'd loved yourself 'Cos no one here can ever take your place You were someone special and my words just can't express How much I miss the warmth of your embrace Why did you just give in Why did you just give up and let it go I guess I'll never know It's hard to see you disappear without a real good bye There's so many things I wish I'd said But all the little things you did that made it all worthwhile Met more than all the tears you ever shed You always seemed so happy but I guess no one can tell What goes on inside a person's mind You loved you children dearly and you did your very best And someone new like you is hard to find All the things you went through for you children every day And all the sacrifices that you made Were worth much more than anything that wealth could ever buy And now that love can never be replayed In the end I guess you couldn't take it anymore So you closed your eyes and swallowed all your pain I know that you've done the same so many times before But all the question in my mind remain

There's nothing a god can give to me that I can't give to myself I put my beliefs in the things I believe and a god can take care of himself There's not enough love in the world for me to think about wasting my time It's not that I don't believe at all but I can't need a heavenly sign I can achieve the things I need without getting down on my knees I can respect your religion but I don't want to pay your fees I don't want to hear you talk about things you think that I need So don't help me back on my feet again until you can hear me plead Just look in the holy book of crooks and tell me what you can find All the rules and regulations made to manipulate your mind Don't pretend that you're blind, just open your mind and study historical times The bigger the loss The bigger the cost The bigger the cross And its crimes I don't believe in god that I need to worship I don't believe that I need to get down on my knees I don't believe that voice from above can help me I only believe in that I can see and the things I can achieve Whatever belief you belong to there's still always a reason to doubt And there's always another opinion as to what life is all about There's always a bigger dimension and a different point of view So I don't want to try to change you that decision is up to you Whatever your final choice is and however you chose to live You better be happy for what you can get and happy with what you can give There's only one thing to remember there is only one thing you can do And that is to do unto others as you'd have others do unto you Two sides two sides to every story Two stories more makes four new ones to chose Four sides four sides to every story Four stories more makes eight new ones to chose Eight sides eight sides to every story Eight stories more now which one should you chose Now which one can you use

Sit across from you, why are we even here? There is no way to make up for the 20 years. I love trying to make conversation when I could careless of what you're doing, what are you doing? And I know you never cared 'till now. All my days go back to when you would scream. And it froze me. Guess the screaming runs in the family. You look tired and run-down. Are you even excited to see your baby boy? Put a razor to the skin 'till we don't resemble each other anymore. Sit across from you, why are we even here? There is no way to make up for the 20 years. So now I see the tears welling up, finally you care I've waited all my life for this. It's always been over, it's always been over, it's always been over for us. A single tear, a last resort for all who've never felt. Sit across from you, why are we even here? There is no way to make up for these 20 years. If I could flip this table I'd stab you with every word that lied its way out of your head.

This is the sound of the lost, beaten and broken, Rising up and claiming what was been taken from us From the shadows of the past From the depths of our own failures Stepping forward into the light Denying our demise Decimating all uncertainty Bowing to only who can place judgment upon me Give me your broken Give me your beaten I will build them up I will lead them To the threshold Make you stronger Make you believe I am one in the same But now stronger then uncertainty Within this army This is more than a battle cry It's the blood of our lifeline Flowing faster This is the sound of the lost, beaten and broken Decimating all fears Stronger then ever Beyond every dream Ascension into supremacy Now we're stronger then ever Harder then ever We were the broken We were the beaten I was once like you Now I push myself to the threshold Because I am stronger Because I believe Now I spit in the face of defeat Now I'm stronger then all uncertainty

I shout these words to those who never listened I pen this letter with the utmost conviction It's been dark in here, cold and rentless It's been too long: I can no longer fight this Too late to change my mind Nothing remains I've silenced the pain All the years passed. No one heard my true feelings You continued to act like you knew me Did you ever stop to think that I'd be able To look in your eyes and say that I'm stable Too late to change my mind Nothing remains I've silenced the pain Don't tell me, that I am taking the easy way out [x2] No underlying message to figure out What you got from me is what I put out [x2] No one knew a thing about me Just longing to be accepted Wait 'til you see what I've become My lifessness [x2] Too late to change my mind Nothing remains I've Silenced the pain

Face I am nothing face Complete by sarcastic tastes What a waste I think I'd rather die Wanting never gaining I find myself pondering life Always situations I can never hide Crying tears of anger, hate Depressed I never know the me, never know what to do Slit pour out the life a bottle of the "vive" A desperate cry for something else to justify I'm in a daze caused by pain A failing force that wants to change Painting the white to grey Numb body shivering Blood dripping from the skin Painting the white to grey Plastic always drastic A vision of a psychopathic with a razor crawling through the attic I know somewhere out there someone cares Wanting me to get my head out of the clouds as they think it's time repair These scars will never clear I'll never be the same little one with hopes of one day maybe being sane I might have tried before...but I locked the door Now I need a reason to unlock it I'm in a daze caused by pain A failing force that wants to change Painting the white to grey Numb body shivering Blood dripping from the skin Painting the white to grey Cutting and popping I know I'm not the definition of your model I'm always dropping Lying and crying I rarely find the relevance in always competing or trying... I take dying I need to feel the shame in what it was that I did Cold In the back of a puppeteer bathroom floor is where I tried to die