SHAWTY's blog: "Love"

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Seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and now over a year has went by and I still miss Dakota like it happened yesterday.For people that dont know me or what happened, I lost my second son 8-15-05, He was stillborn at 37 weeks. That is one of the hardest things anyone has to go through, unless you have been through it you will never know how it feels to hear sorry but your son is dead, But I know that I can make it through this i have done good so far, Thanks to the support of my family and friends.I dont have many friends but my family is great, they are all like my best friends. My mom and my sister are the greatest they will listen to me vent and tell me its all going to be ok. People try to be nice and say things like you will have more children, Yes i know that but that child will not be Dakota so its different, he cant be replaced if i do have more children and its still not going to make me forget him, nothing ever will. Time just makes it easier. I imagine what he would look like, if he would look like his daddy or if would look like me. I think about what he would have accomplished by now,if he would be walking like his brother was at this time in his life. If he would be talking, Saying Dadda or momma. I will never know these things but I can Imagine and dream of him. For all the people that have taken the time to read my thoughts, Thank you. It just lets me know who cares

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This is for my son who died on 8-15-05 at 8:37pm

IM HAVING A HARD TIME UNDERSTANDING MEN I KNOW THAT I HAVE MY PROBLEMS AND MY LOOKS ARE NOT VERY GOOD, BUT I HAVE A SWEET PERSONALITY. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY I CAN FIND THE ONES THAT WANT TO HAVE SEX BUT THEY DONT WANT ANYTHING BUT THAT????? IF IM GOOD ENOUGH TO SLEEP WITH, WHY AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH TO BE WITH. CAN ANYONE HELP ME OUT ON THIS ONE??????

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Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and every one around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, your the one smiling and everyone around you is crying. What is the meaning of love? Does anyone ever really love someone? I thought i knew what love was until one day it ended. The feelings I get when im in love are the shakes, my heart skips beats when he is around. I cant stop thinkin about him when he is not near. My heart aches for him all day long until he touches my hand and i feel safe and warm. I know how to love, to love u have to love with all your heart, you have to love them through the good times and the bad ones. Hold on tight through the bad ones because if your not strong you will never make it through them. Love can conquer all unless your love wasnt strong or true. I know there is someone for every one i just hope i have found the one that i am ment to be with. "Love me now or Love me never but, if you Love me, Love me forever. "The joining of two hands makes one heart." "If you live to love, you will love to live. "You know you're in love with someone when they aren't only responsible for your happiness but your pain. Lucky is the man who is the first love of a woman, but luckier is the woman who is the last love of a man.