I have my thoughts lately about love and love for me lately feels more and more out of reach... I been with most types of men and at this point i am ready just to give up. they say butterfly in stomach and love should feel special. sometimes with the experinces i been having i been just lost in though these days. Is love a myth or is it a real feeling. Yes my heart feels broken and now i am giving up ... just settling for what is around me love will never actually be found for me i believe it is a myth nothing more .... just lost in time with our parents and grandparents... not in this day and age....