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What are you waiting for?
As I say what I need to say I know I am hurting you. And for this I have no excuse, but it needs to be said. There is a love I have in my heart that can not be defined, not sure if you care or not but it is there. As I spend my time alone, I feel your absents, and there is a void I can not fill. Not with anything. I have tried, lord knows I have tried. I try to talk to you and I do not think you hear what I have to say. So here it goes. You and I met and became infatuated with one another, and it turned into a crush, that turned into a fling, that turned into a passionate love affair, but as I see it, that is all it is. Now there is a gap between us that cannot be filled. You need your freedom, and in receiving this freedom that you needed, you have lost me, and what hurts more, is I lost you. Now it is to the point that you and I are nothing to each other, I can not even get you to talk to me for 10 ,minutes about the things that we need to fix here, , not love not friendship, just money, without you being able to put down your phone.
Do you realize how unfair that is? Do you even care.?
I know I have lost you as a lover and a friend, and this is not my fault. It was a choice you made. I am unable to hide my feeling and keep them inside, it hurts.
But as a true friend, if you need something just ask, stop being bull headed. I and believe me I am here to help if I can.
