love lost love found. ive found love in many different places with a few different women over the last few years. im still around 2 of the women that ive loved. im still in love with them. one i have a beautiful cosmic connection to that no matter what we both keep crossing paths. we may not be with each other but hopefully the universe will allow it to happen one day in the future. the other i want to be with but have to many issues with. but there is still hope that it can work. it makes me feel somewhat comfortable knowing the women i love are there somewhere near by but sad at the same time because i cant be with any of them to have that comfort for happiness.