My life has sucked for years and then I found this wonderful man and I love him with all my hart and soul. I know I’ve made mistakes and I’m sorry for them. I would do anything for this man I would give him the world and more if I could. I’ve stuck by him through a lot and I’ve always been there and trusted him and I still did everything I could to help him when he needed help. I wish I could rewind time and go back and do things over again between him and I and other things in my past but I know rewinding time and going back in impossible to do so all I can do is hope and pray that things will get better between him and I and in my life period. I know I’ve been faithful and have never cheated on him I’ve always been there when I was needed. I wish he had time for me like he used to and he could forgive me for my fuck ups. If I would loose him it would kill me he is my world and my life I just wish I was his again like I used to be…..