people look for love in many forms and many places...happiness most times will elude you til it runs you mad. my friends are my happiness and seeing their love for others and life and the things that make them happy are my happiness as well. life can make you question yourself and feel like you are unlovable. its a natural process, just dont let anyone or anything decide your happiness or love...be true to yourself and love you, spend time serving others less fortunate and you will find love and happiness. xoxoxo