My heart is filled with so much love and yet its not yet corresponded.. I feel like everyone has a piece of my heart but yet its still not fullfilled.. I'm lost in my own thoughts and my own feelings.. Someone pinch me cause I think I'm dreaming.. The ones that I once had interset in have return and those that still have my interset are still here.. but then there is that one individual that wants me to stay near.. What do u do when your scared of what might come.. You just don't know if that is that special someone.. Do you go after the person that has interset in you more then you have interset in them or do you fullfill your fantasy's and let it all end there..
I know one thing is I don't want to grow old alone.. as time goes on I find it getting hard and hard to hold on.. My life has never been perfect and has been filled with shattered dreams. As this point iono what to do but run with my head between my knees.. Scared is a cat from a dog is what I feel.. Lost in my own emotions is just such an awful site.. I just want to get on a flight.and never look back at the light.
