Wickie's blog: "Random shit"

Lost scared and on my own. How am I supposed to feel about this. Lost in the world. No one to help me guide my way threw it. Lost in an idea I once had. Long since gone now you moved on. Lost in the memories we made. Still your gone you moved on. Lost in my mind thinking........... Of how much I miss you. Lost in a sea of emotions. Nothing left of them feelings you once had for me no you let them go your gone been gone for so long and you moved on. Lost in all the lovely things you said to me. Wondering how much of it was true. Lost.....................God I wanna scream. I'm pulling my hair out. Cutting my self to bleed seeing if I can feel you leave my heart my mind. Going crazy slowly and there no where left to go. Dirty with the ideas and filth of the earth around me. I care not to move on with my life. Who care let me die here. Dead and Gone. Passed on. Life ever after. Here I stand alone where are you still alive I Hope. Here I stand alone staring wondering............. Is this Heaven or Hell or am I simply............ LOST.