Lost in My Mind
When one who you care about,
Leaves with no word your heart begins to ache,
When you find someone new,
And don't know what to do,
Follow what your heart says,
Unless your mind does not follow,
If your heart and mind are not in harmony,
You may do the one you care so much about great harm,
I've had one I loved but then she leaves,
Now I've found someone new and don't know what to do,
My mind says one thing but my heart wants another,
I am split on what I truly want,
I pray to the goddess for an answer,
But yet i know only I can choose,
Yet I am heart broken for what i have to do,
And the choice i have to make is not an easy one for anyone to make,
If I choose one the other will be in pain,
If I choose the other the first is in pain,
I can't choose both because then i will be in pain,
There is no answer to my problem,
I want to love and be loved but will it ever be,
I feel I am doomed to wander alone for all of time,
Till I find the answer i am looking for.
Dedicated to imPride
Sakura Ryu