I have done something stupid and I feel so bad...I did not think it was that bad of a thing... Now I am sitting here, eyes wet with tears, because instead of losing one friend I have lost two... In the last three days now i have lost three friends who were so dear to me... I think I may leave Cherry Tap for awhile...So I have time to reevaluate...Not sure yet... Well I am sorry to you...most of all eli...