I long for many things and one of which is unattainable. It sucks and even though life is full of disappointments I only desire a few things one of which I can't seem to have. It is so hard wanting something so bad and it is at your fingertips but.......as I said unreachable. If I could only figure out how to reach this I could be happy. Also when these things are unreachable the object thinks that it is them when in reality it isn't.
So I am wondering if anyone else has this problem. I guess I just needed to vent, it is heartwrenching and while in this life I have everything any sane person could want and need there is one thing I can't have, at least not now. I feel as though none of my friends understand, its so lonely, they try to comfort me but unless they can take a walk through my heart and feel my soul it is useless. If you too experience this longing please let me know. I need the comfort not of others pain but just knowing I am not the only one. Thanks for listening to my venting raving whatever you want to call it. Much love to my friends and family and to all others who read this.
this is for everyone who keeps striving to reach the unattainable goal