why is it that the harder i try, the farther goals seem to be, if a good, or bad, girl, or woman, reads this let me know, it feels like i'm drowning in a sea of loneliness and someone can save me, but they just look away, am i just destined to be alone for the rest of my life? will i be the single guy at all of my friends weddings? IS THERE ANY GIRL OUT THERE IN OKLAHOMA THAT IS SINGLE?!?! i lose sleep at night because my mind is always awake it seems, i ponder the meaning of life, my only escape is the internet, video games, and books, i've never had sex, i want to learn, i want to please a woman at least once in this thing i call a life, some one, any one, message me, if u want to, i at least want to have a glimmer of hope at the end of the tunnel, i'm not just looking for sex, i want a life, i want someone i can hold for hours just because i love them.
