It's ironic that I can move on every day and in hopes of finding something.. the search is never ending and the battle is stronger then ever, the desire to come ontop keeps me going..
but the irony.. is I've forgotten what it is exactly I'm searching for...
I'm lonely but for what? I don't know.... I've become numb and distant and the thought of someone loving me is.. rough and.. just.. it doesn't seem right, I've been single a year and theres only one person I trust in my life
I'd give anything to feel again...
maybe... it takes time to remember.. what we're searching for....
maybe... it takes time to move past all the demons before you can let more in..
if that makes any sense..
