GirlNextDoor Law Enforcement Rocks's blog: "Lock N Load"

Dude, the cops will never smell it Mon Jan 7, 5:11 PM ET Lakehurst police didn't have to go far to make a marijuana arrest. An officer heading home early Saturday smelled pot burning in the police station parking lot. Authorities said Sergeant Ronald Heinzman asked some other officers to take a whiff. Police said they heard a conversation centered on the irony of smoking pot next to the station from a home separated from the parking lot by a chain-link fence. Police knocked on the door and arrested Benjamin Gordon, 18, of Farmville, Va. ___ Information from: Asbury Park Press, http://www.app.com

Like anything in life that you want, you should say it proclaim it either through spoken or written words. I know I have expressed what I want in spoken words to my friends and family but I dont think I have ever written them down to reread over and over. So here we go. Since I am almost 30, I know gasp! I say the big number THIRTY and this big number has me freaked out. Not the actual number but what I should have by now like a kick ass marriage and a family. So, I have baby and marriage on the brain and crap is this depressing. I even started a joke with my family that I am on the hunt for a husband at Walmart (reason why i shop there so much). Some have suggested to move my search to like Lowe's or Target lol. I am highly concidering this. any thoughts? anyone want to get married and have kids? So here it goes! I WANT A HUSBAND AND KIDS! Rock n Roll!

'Dice shooter' who called cops arrested Mon Jan 7, 5:26 PM ET An man who complained to police that he was robbed of his gambling earnings was arrested for illegal betting. Ricky Lee Jones, 53, of Iowa City, was arrested during a traffic stop on Friday and charged with fourth-degree illegal game betting. He was released from jail on his own recognizance. Police said Jones was shooting dice with Beauhanan D. Walker, 23, on Dec. 27 when Jones apparently became angry at Walker, who grabbed the money being wagered and ran off. Jones then called police saying he wanted his "portion of the winnings," records show

So, I have been in a funk lately. Trying to get myself out of this black hole that I somehow seemed to drop in. Not even sure how I got here but I am looking for some inspirational or uplifting phrases I can say to myself to get me out of here. I did some Googling on the net and found the following (not sure who said these otherwise I would quote them): 1. If I have the courage to begin, I have the courage to succeed. 2. I may not be there yet, but I am closer than I was yesterday. 3. Heal the Past. Live the Present. Dream the Future. 4. Some people think it’s holding on that makes one strong; sometimes it’s letting go. 5. Strength. Compassion. Courage. Wisdom. 6. Difficult things take a long time, impossible things a little longer. 7. Know your Self. See your Self. Accept your Self. Be your Self. 8. SWAT: Surrender, Willingness, Acceptance, Trust 9. Change your thoughts, and you change your world. 10. The power within me is greater than any fear before me. 11. Wanna fly? You got to give up the shit that weights you down. 12. Everyone’s a star and deserves the right to twinkle. 14. May I walk with confidence. If you are reading this blog and can think of anything that has gotten you out of a funk, post a comment. I think my favorite one out of all of these is The power within me is greater then any fear before me. That is very powerfull to me.

The word is Courage. It may mean alot of things to different ppl, this includes different cultures. Courage to me though, means standing up for yourself, believing in and for what you are fighting for even though it might make the most sense to the people around you. It can also represent strength and integrity as well. Integrity being always being who you are even when nobody is watching. So what does it mean to you?

FYI! I dont do these nor will I EVER post any pics of me in my undies, in my bra or naked. So, Please do not ask or I will not speak to you. I am sick of guys asking! Thanks! Heather

I just need to get this out there because it has bugged me ever since I decided to put myself back out there in the dating world again. I think this is why I took a long vacation from it in the first place. What is up with guys these days? When do guys grow up to be gentlemen? I didn't know I was still in the teenage world of dating. Why assume that if you take a girl out to the movies,dinner or buy her a drink she is going to sleep with you? Ran across this problem the last couple times and hell I dont have WHORE stamped on my forhead. I like sex as much as the next girl but to me I HAVE to be in a loving relationship. End of story. If you don't like me enough to wait for it I guess that is your fault for not getting to know me because I kinda rock :) Not conceided, just the truth. I am very honest and forthright about things and if I think you are trying too get in my pants, I will let you know loud and clear, it aint happining! I will not subject myself to being another knotch on your bed post. If you ask me out to dinner, I will go but it isn't to sleep with you, it is to honestly to get to know you to see if I like your personality or to figure out if we will clash. What is so wrong with getting to know someone before you share something so intimate with another person? Arghhhhhh! If I wanted just sex, hell I would go downtown and pick up some random drunk guy. That is not what I am looking for. I think I am getting up there in age now where I am thinking about long term relationships more and more. And before you judge I was in one for 11 years. Didn't work out, left and back in the dating game. Btw..what is up with mind games too. I have never had so many guys play these with me in my life. If you mean something, come out and say it. I expect honest and integrity! Sorry had to get that out there. Thanks for listening to me bitch....

These are actual police officer quotes collected from numerous people stopped for moving traffic violations. "If you run, you'll only go to jail tired." "The handcuffs are tight because they're new. They'll stretch out after you wear them awhile." "So, you don't know how fast you were going. I guess that means I can write anything I want on the ticket, huh?" "The answer to this last question will determine whether you are drunk or not. Was Mickey Mouse a cat or dog?" "No sir, we don't have quotas anymore. We used to have quotas, but now we're allowed to write as many tickets as we want." "Warning! You want a warning? Okay, I'm warning you not to do that again or I'll give you another ticket." "Life's tough, it's tougher if you're stupid." "In God we trust, all others are suspects."

Okay love this guy! His songs are so meaningfull, but then again what artist doesn't sing about something meaningfull? Not sure but it is something about his voice that makes me melt like butter. If you don't know what I am talking about, listen to his track called WHY. And you will then fully understand unless of course you are a guy with no feelings :) Wish some of my ex's would have sand this damn song to me, I might beable to have forgiven them right then and there. Heather

Where have all the good guys gone? Arghhh and why do I fall for the ones that I shouldn't?