Jamie Leigh <--<--<-- yeah so im this jamie girl. but most people call me jai. im 17, and i finally have a stable home. yay for me. =] umm im 5'4", black hair, eyes that change colors depending on my mood...like if im pissed they turn gray, if im happy theyre green, and if im sad theyre blue. most of the time. but they get screwy sometimes and have a mind of their own. damn eyeballs. im not in school anymore. i dropped out in november. i wanna go back so bad, but its better if i just get my GED cos i really dont feel like repeating the year. that always sucks. so, i have these friends. theyre amazing. my best are head, frizz, and devan. id do anything for them and i couldnt ask for a better group of friends. i have a boyfriend. his name is tim. i love him so much and i hope we stay together, and someday grow into something more. i do some pretty stupid shit sometimes. and it seems to alot of people that i dont learn from my mistakes. like cutting. i have a big problem with cutting. ive been a cutter since i was 12 and unfortunately, its been taking its toll. the last few years the cuts have gotten deeper and wider, and i never realized before how much it hurts everyone else that cares about me. ive been trying like hell to quit, because whether people like to admit it or not, cutting is an addiction. it seems like the more i try to quit the harder it is. there are certain people in my life that i want to thank for being there for me, starting with head. hes always been the slap in the face that brings me back to reality. and frizz, shes been here for me since 7th grade. im glad we are finally roomies. =]...earl is another big part of my life. he just makes me a happier person. for some reason, he always knows the right thing to say to bring my self-esteem up where it should be. devy is another one. she helps me with so many problems. she doesnt bullshit me, and try to make me feel better when i dont deserve it. i appriciate it, dev. id also like to thank shawny, jason, new kid, rob, benson, greg, tom, john, jen, kc, aarika, kai, hadsall, gracie lou, and even bean. you guys have been amazing. i dont talk to my dad...ever. hes an asshole that doesnt like to acknowlege that he has kids. my mom...she my mom. i lived with her til i was 15 and she was an alcoholic while i was growing up. i raised my two brothers and my sister until last year, and then my mom tried to take over. i love my mom to death...but she made my childhood a living hell, i cant forget but i forgave her a long time ago. unfortunately, she'll never know. my mom passed away recently, and ill never be able to tell her how much i care.