truirish's blog: "fakes"

the smiles u see, the heart that beats, the tears that stream, the hand shakes, the hugs, the kisses, the praises and the toasts, the loving gestures, the words of faithfulness, the words of caring and love, the feeling of safety and protection, Those 3 words that falls from the lips is all.. FAKE... who really can say they will fully love someone without being able to love themselves who can sit back and embrace my beast or hurt or fears and my walls if they cant ever embrace themselves dont u dare come to me and say * when u cry ill be there to wipe every tear, that when u bleed and hurt ill hold u and protect u when u need love ill give it * dont u dare look me in the eyes and tell me everything will be fine when in ur heart u dont beleive it dont u dare tell me u love me and promise me the world and turn when i need u the most, im tired of lies, betrayals, and disappoinments, just let me be if u cant honestly take my hand look me in the eyes and say * no matter what this world of denyal brings to the table i wont stand behind u i wont stand in front of u but i will stand next to u all the way fight beside u and love with u till the world brings us to our end together*