BoricuaAngel FUBombers's blog: "~Like a rose~"

This feeling I have I could never describe, You are the light that shines in my eyes. When I look at you I can't help but smile, With you I could run that extra mile. Talking with you makes me go insaine, It could help me recover from any type of pain. You are Younger than me that I know too, But I can't go a day without thinking about you. And I know for sure this all is true, Because I'm simply falling in love with you.

The key to my heart, Forgotten, its vague memory long since have part, I'd like to know, if you dont mind, What it looked like, and what kind? When you stole it was it golden? Did it shine in the sun? Set with sparkling jewels, and links strengthened as to never be undone? Or was it just plain and simple? Cold to the touch, Silver and indistinguishable, Looks never mattering much. Was it a skeleton key? Entrapment of nameless pain, A symbol of grieving and, Happinesses ultimate bane Did it weigh in your pocket? And play with your head? Was its presence unbearable, Keeping you awake in your bed? Would it whisper in your ear? A craving for turn of the lock, Could you ignore its ceaseless cry And its confident, gloating mock? Is that why you stand before me? Empty arms outstretched you see, Asking yourself why oh why, You threw away this key...

I've been cheated, I've been harmed, Abused and crushed, Pushed to the ground, I've been told lies, Too many times, Been through the games, And dealt with self-inflicted shame. You've been hurt, Times before, Your heart was locked, I can't open that door, You've been beaten, Trampled down, Been through the bull shit, Many times around. Now we are here. Both of us scarred, Both of us together, Yet alone, in love, We say for forever, However the truth is, That we both know inside, That forever will be too hard to hide, Is that I will hurt you, Before I let you hurt me, And you are the same, And our eyes do see, That because of our pain, Because of our scars, Because of our past, A lock's on our hearts. I can't bring myself to see through my pain, You can't bring yourself to knock off the blame, Neither of us are willing, To sacrifice ourselves, To one another, Because our hearts still aren't ours. They have been shattered, Stripped from substance, And we no longer own them, They no longer function. I can't feel, Neither can you, Pain owns our hearts, Sad but true.

You're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise You're the last thing I think of When I close my eyes You're in each thought I have And every breath I take My feelings are growing stronger With every move you make You're an angel from above who takes away my pain My love for you is so strong It's always just the same You're the miracle in my life Who can always make me smile Just knowing that you care Makes my life worth-while You've touched my heart and soul Which you have from the start Your warm soft words Will never leave my heart You are everything I want You're so pure and true I love you with everything I have And I love everything that you do

Oh sweet angel why does your halo fall? Why such tears stream down your rosy cheek? Blood is dripping and stained on your skin which was pure Why so mute? Is there something to be hidden? You were so full of life, and no care in the world What happened dear angel? Why does your halo fall? You said you could always talk to me, why is this any different? I fear for you, your changing so rapidly Keeping to yourself, so skinny and pale What's happening sweet angel? Why does your halo fall? Your clothes are changing along with your personality I've been to your room which is so dark and full of sorrow Everyone is so worried, for you stay into trouble Please dear angel why does your halo fall? One night while everyone was gone you called and told me what you've done Next thing I remember was staring at you on the operating table Looking at me with such pain in your eyes What has happened my angel why does your halo fall? Laying unconscious on the hospital bed I took your hand and began to pray "Why did this happen she was my best friend" Please sweet angel, why did your halo fall? You slowly began to open your eyes As you cried out for all to hear "He raped me!" We both wept for your innocence lost How could he do this? What did he have to gain? Why did you take those pills and slit your wrists? You replied saying it eased the pain Oh dear angel you halo will mend For your gaining support from your dearest friend

I want to be the one you hold Each and every day. I want to be the one you need In every single way. I want to be the one you see When you close your eyes at night. I want you to say you love me And that everything will be alright. Nothing feels as it should And I don't know what to do. I want to feel your arms around me Because I'm in love with you.

Here I sit, thinking only of you Wondering what is to become of us Understanding all you have been through Hoping to slowly gain your trust My heart aches for you, and also I yearn I want to understand you In hopes that I will learn Your unique and special qualities amaze me Your smile Your mind Your voice and its beautiful sound Your eyes Your hair Your ability to cheer me up When you see that I am down My feelings for you go beyond that of words And at first it didn't seem real But that just taught me a lesson In doubting what I feel It seems I dreamed you into life And the reason for my stare The bluest sky The deepest sea Don't even compare you're so very special in every single way And thoughts of you Run through my head Every hour of the day I hope that you will understand Just how I feel about you I want to be your guiding hand For all that you go through

You're my angel even in times of despair, You are my angel and you'll always be there. I just want to say these things to you, I am thankful for all that you do. You are my angel. You watch over me night and day, You always seem to know just what to say, I know that you believe in me all the time, You make me see that hurting is not a crime. You're my angel even in times of despair, You are my angel and you'll always be there. I just want to say these things to you, I am thankful for all that you do. You are my angel. I feel so protected and heaven's so near, My wounds are healed and my spirit is clear. You guide me away from all the hurt I could feel, And make me believe that what I know is real. An angel is a friend who loves you forever, Someone who wouldn't hurt you ever. You are my angel. The angel of my life.

You are my star. I'd go however far, To protect your route. The one I care about. I'll defend against harm, And set off the loudest alarm. Just to protect the light, That for me shines so bright. I care more than you know, I'd take arrows from many bows. Just as long as I got to see, The smile you save just for me. I'm sure this one is true, Because I'm feeling something new. My heart has reached a new level, I'm in a constant state of revel. I believe this one will last, Time goes slow, yet so fast. I'm on fire, yet on ice, There is no other that would suffice. Whenever you've smiled, It drives me wild. From you I don't need to hide, Everything I've kept inside. When I look into you eyes, I can see there are no lies.

It was her fairytale dream her charming prince for once in her life everything made since her big castle a carriage ride to take her away from the place she cried down to her feet was her pearl gown on her gorgeous head was her princess crown life wasn't this good to be o so true but this is how she feels whenever shes with you