I am sitting here the next day after my birthday trying to figure out what happened the night previous. There was some amazing discoveries made. I have found out that there are some people who really do care to an extent.
However, I am trying to figure out if it was just cause of that particular day, an attempt to make me feel better, or something else. I don't know. In a way, I am not sure I want to know.
I am the type of person who has had to rely on just me to get things done. My own family has not offered to help when I needed help. Therefore, I have always relied on just me to get things done. I realize I am a stubborn old man. I do not think I am unrealistic or unreasonable.
This is my challenge to everyone who really reads this. I know who my friends are. The thing is don't be a stranger. I value my friends very highly. They are all I have anymore. I am scared that one day everyone is going to turn their backs on me again. I do not know what will happen if that happens again.
If you are a true friend take the time in order to see how I am doing. I try to do the same to everyone. I am still the same real person you have come to know. I am still here, just do me and yourself a favor and let me know that you are too!!!