Lyons on the Prowl's blog: "Life=To live is to exist/exist is to live"

(No not every blog will be about exes how boring is that)......Ahhh April...... I miss April at times u see April was my partner in crime. Aorik and I were together for seven to eight years long time right. I think so too. April was a kick ass, down to earth, punch a guy in the face, ride to die woman....every time I think if her I sigh....I loved her never cheated on her she was mine I had so much love for her I used to be confused as to why I dated anyone in my life but her. The sex was also awesome I mean perfect tits size c but they were not to big and not to small a nice ass kn her and her vag........ One of the best I ever had( I feel sorry for the next guy I hit the hell outta that lol). But she hands down was my favorite gf I had ever had. She could party like a rock star and punk every other woman who ever messed with me. Still till this day I think of her a sigh......I can't help it I never cheated I loved her she never cheated we were honest with each other and never kept secrets yes it was that good. I used to go down on her sometimes no joke fifteen to twenty minutes. All she wanted was to have sex and after I was climaxing she would just take all I had in my load in her mouth swallow like it was nothing and knew when I was recharged. Even though we broke up and it was over our um substance problem(yes this is back two years ago when I was still screwing up) this was the most beautiful relationship I had I have never been with anyone else like her she knew what got me off when how to make me horny hell when I was getting messed up what drugs to buy me lol. Yeah u never really see them like that ones to fulfill all sexual fantasies and just normal ones too. She did all to make me happy and even though we are not together and I'm mad at that I can admit in my heart I miss her somewhere...... I sigh like I said every time I hear her name.......when will I find me another love another woman another April.........I miss u baby were ever u are and one day I will..........its funny as I look into the stars.....I wonder......is she looking at the same stars I am...........

I think this was the year 2002 I had a new girl friend her name was rondecca she was Chinese I loved her so much she was a hell of a woman. We started dating and I realized even without sex she was so beautiful and loved the taste of her lips every time I did. She wore stuff from China every now and then it was exotic and I like women either way but oriental women are hot too u know. Well rondecca never had sex before and back then I dabbled in drugs and so forth. I think I was on xanax or Valium I have PTSD so it's cool lol. I can remember this by God that she gave me a wonderful time all the time it never came up until she brought that up. Apparently she bought some see thru panties and bra and had planned this I evedently have a record in college with this stuff. So I went down on her and she had these dark nipples almost purple or violet drives me nuts I kept going down on her then got he'd missonary.....BTW if u dont believe this story ask someone at Morehead state university from year 97-02 about jay Lyons and rondecca they'll tell u. OK back to the sex missionary and blood through a egg crate those things under neath but not underneath the matress. She bled through that I felt horrible but she said it was worth it after first two times now I dont portrait myself as a big person like that don't get that picture I just have seven inches but I heard for a white guy that's pretty good I have no shame at all in myself, the point with her was she was my oasis in those times had a major dry spell for awhile she was my eutopia and sorry Wayne kootz I know u dated her for three years never got it but I did in three months sorry bout ur loss now she's in music I keep up when I'm single to checkake sure there ok. I mean if they meant something to u wouldnt anyone..........???????

I think my thirties have been well nuts and I went for a std test lately.....which I'm clean thank God but any ways I mentioned my ex Meredith she used to be a stripper at the Colorado bar not for long but long enough to figure she was sexy. Well even though I look at her as a mistake I still loved the sex I liked a lot. As I mentioned before I like women who have some weight and some with lots of weight. Well I've had fun with skinny women to, Meredith loved sex with me about five times a day, I always thought it was because we were both prescribed adderall. Who knows all I know is she loved rough sex and she also loved every now and them anal now I dont really do that but I got used to it after a while I'm a giver so one time during sex I put my finger grabbing her cheek really hard and she straighten one of my fingers out and just inserted it I was like is this happening. She then pushed me off her and started going down on me and then said come here she got on all fours and I got her doggie style I can never count anything out now and feel lot better u never would have known about her looking innocent behind that blind hair but in the bedroom Meredith was a freak lol. It wasn't the first and won't be the last she claims I was her first with that idk I do know I liked it would do it again she says it gives a different type of orgasm and it really got her. So I figured out never just count something out u never know u might miss the time of ur life. I do miss Meredith but now I think I became the freak in bed and now I want adventures of my own too. And I guess also I need to clarify she brought that on me and I'm glad she did. Now I have to keep the new adventures confidential lol.

I sometimes dont understand women as hard as I try which speaking of which I want to be in the presence of a woman or women to be hard right now. The thing is that I hit on women but they dont hit on me back when I asked why it was because they had a low self image of themselves or thought I was too good looking....huh I was like really they said I didn't think u could have sex with me because I weighed lil bit more than usual. I said totally not true I've had girlfriends that weighed more or where bbw and let me tell you some of them are good sex and yes I went down on them too I love all women white black Mexican Chinese. I haven't had sex with a middle Eastern woman nor a Indian but I would try. I love women who are bbw u women need to like ur body us men love confidence too. Some of the best sex I've had has been with larger women I remember a girl named Alison will just call her ali. Omg we had much sex and I went down on her almost every time she had beautiful breast and I sucked on her nipples and watched them bounce. When I look back on it I wished I wouldnt have messed things up with her but if I didn't I wouldnt be here now would I lol. So I love all women skinny to larger, young to old I think to limit is to cheat yourself outta something that could be something remember that ..........also when I have a new adventure to add to this I will I hope to for all my blogs lol.

I'm a man and I believe a wonderful one at that, yeah I have many down falls I will admit in my life. Also I've realized I want to expierence all I can. I also want to share it with someone all the knowledge I have about life and sex too. It seems in this time and age its almost impossible though. Its like everyone wants sex but no one wants a relationship??? I'm like utterly confused its backward when I grew up sex came after a relationship but last three people I have been with sex then they realize the want to be with me.....which I like it and love it either way and right now I would I'm extremely horny today and I'm like so not mad but feel weird bout that. Ever since my thirties I've had some crazy and weird sex lol rough sex with my last she loves that me to be forceful even choke her with things has that what its came down to thohgh. So bored with sex let's go to rough???? I changed her ways two weeks in, I'm a man I have to lead by example right.....she appreciated that and says most guys dont know what to do with it. She was glad she got with me, I was comfortable having sex with Meredith every where and anywhere. We had sex durinvbher friends party in the pool I remember that in front of her lawyer friend and everyone there was only three people left though it made things kinkier although her friend kept touching himself and looking at me totally not cool. I wonder what adventures I can get into next...........I guess I have to keep livin..... L....I..V.....I.....N lol 

If I can get this frustration out of me I will feel so damn good I'm thinking after my last blog I want to have a team shower and make love in there for about fifteen minutes soap a girl up and let her wash my body as I was her breast kiss her neck and turn her around as the hot water flows and falls on us while I'm getting her from behind and as she's holding on to anything I'm going to.be holding one hand on her breast the other on her hip and getting in her deep so deep and if she is on birth control or tied I'm going to last but when I bust I want it in her and leave it there when after I'm through with her the hot water will probably be cold then afterwards I want to sit her on the counter and go down on her till she's off again...........ahhhhh yeah sounds like a great Saturday plan......yes yes indeed.......if only there was a person that could assist me hhmmmmm

DAMN IT! I am so damn frustrated right now I need and want to get laid it has been four or five months I lost count I wouldnt even be picky probably I usually am. I mean I'm not like a guy slut if guys can be like that. I just want to give to someone and give my all to that person probably kiss them them go from neck to their breast to there clit and go down on them for about ten maybe fifteen minutes. Last night I had a date with a stranger it was a hot chick but fell through. I'm not being so picky right now and if I was treated right I dont think I would have a issue. I've been having fantasies of going down on someone and licking their clit and then having them riding me facing away from me while I tickle their clit I know with my stature I can do lots of things physically I will take that candy right now and lick it and lick it good nipples all of it. If only I see and find this stranger we could do something........

.......hopefully soon?

Ok here is the deal I like sex like it lot but its not everything I usually date chicks either the love sex way to much or not enough. I love to have sex but the whole guilt trip about when I dont want to have sex is messed up at times and I have had some pretty damn kinky sex in my time well bout 24 years lol. I want to have plenty more before its Viagra time when I'm a old man. If I could get the correct balance I could please every time. Its like I said too much which can happen, or not enough why the hell is there not a medium a inbetween, I'm jut saying four tines a day is exactly what I want and what I need. Can give more but want to keep my junk intact lol I guess we will have to see what my next adventure has in store for me won't we I will keep u all posted.

To live is to exist and exist is to live.