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I honestly can't say that I have had the best year but I am still alive and still going. I am pretty much going to talk a bit about the lowlights first and then the highlights to brighten things up a bit.
In February my last grandparent passed away in his 80's due to natural causes. This was quite rough as it is, but what was even worse is that my father who was a recovering drug addict was inherited $60,000. (I wasn't delt the best hand growing up, but it has made me who I am today.) My mother actually passed away in 2003 due to a drug over-dose suicide due to prescription drugs. Then just recently my father at the end of November due to the same but with herioen. It hit me like a ton of bricks and hurt more than ever, and was extremely rough emotion, and financially. I say financially because I was next of kin, his bank account was empty, I am a full-time student, and I was responsible for $10,000 in funeral costs. At that point in my life, I felt like giving up, and had no idea what to do or how to even feel. I found a way to get the money, but I am still climbing out of the hole.
On a brighter note, I just finished my 5th semester of college, and am finally done with my prerequisites and was accepted to the nursing program. My daughter turned 5 years old and started kindergarden and is smarter than ever and even learning to read! She can successfully sound out over 100 words! *Puffs my proud mama bird chest* Another thing that I was incredibly excited about, which might sound like much, but my car insurance rates are way down! My credit is also improving, and I finally opened a legitimate bank account. I am on to bigger and better things, and so is my little one.
Things might get a bit rough, or maybe even collapse from time to time, but if you don't have those patches I don't think you really learn what is important in life and how to keep moving forward. I can't say I am happy about my storms, but I am beyond happy about moving past them and focusing on succeeding. I deserve a bright future, and I am the only one who is going to make that happen.
As for other blogs, I might get deep into my past, and sometimes just share silly little stories. I just want to be able to express my life in the rawest way possible.
