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This has been one of my worst weeks of my life. Hadn't been feeling well only to find out I have pneumonia. Ribs hurt like hell from all the coughing.
Got an e-mail from someone I used to work with until he moved away. Really thought he was a good friend of mine. Always looked out for me since I am disabled. Made sure I never got hurt if we did anything. After he moved, the only time I hear from him is if I e-mail him 1st. After not hearing from him for several months I sent him an e-mail to see how he was doing & he told me he got engaged & was planning a wedding in Vegas. Everytime I would e-mail he would say that he had been in town but never got a message for us to get together. He wrote back this week telling me he had been in town for his bachelor party. Of course, I had no idea anything was happening. We had same friends but no one ever thought about inviting me. That really hurts.
This morning I woke up to find my best friend who had gptten married about 10 yrs ago & few years later got divorced. I read in the paper that he had died. Haven't had a chance to call his family with condolences because I am in such shock. At this point in my life I'm not even sure if I want to know how he died. We were like brothers. Did everything & went everywhere with each other. Like me, he was paralyzed. His wife left him for another man.
Life is so unfair I just hope & pray to God he didn't do something stupid by killing himself but sometimes you just wish life was just a dream. It just isn't fair!!!!!
