Redheaded Swirl's blog: "Life in Savannah"

This has been a really long week for me. It is just like one day right after another in my own lil world. I have been trying to keep busy cleaning, checking out the net, reading, and believe it or not watching tv ( i am not a big tv person). The reason I have been trying to keep busy and all, is because I want to see if my bf will actually make an effort with me this week. It seems like I am always the one to make the effort with Him. If He needs or wants something I do it for Him. I call Him to talk with Him and see how His day is going. I make the effor to see Him, and I want to see if this is just one sided or if He wants to be here also. I mean it is real easy to say that when He is here with me, that I am all these grand things to Him, but if I am so much then why is it when I do not make the effort He is no where to be around. Last week He had a bad week, I understood and when He wanted to talk about it, I was right there to listen. When He wanted time with me I was all up for it, even when it was before 7 am. Then this past weekend I really started to think about our relationship as a whole. And realized that if it was not for me making the effort there would be no effort at all. It is not 3:50 pm on Wednesday, and I have not seen or heard from Him other than an email yesterday afternoon telling me He would not be seeing me yesterday. Told me it would be today, but still no word. I guess it is time to think about if I want to still be here or not. Hope everyone is having a wonderful week.

I just wanted to let you all know I will be posting more photos of my other tats tomorrow. It seems that a lot like my Dragon tat, it is one that I really like also. I have three others one you can some what see in the Dragon tat. I will make sure that I let you know what they all mean when I post them. They are not ones that you can just find in a portfolio they are ones that were designed specifically for me.

I love vampire movies. The neck biting just TURNS ME ON!! I have really been into them today for some reason. As a matter of fact, I am watching blade right now. I know part of the reason why I am today. My Man came to see me first thing this morning. And that is what He did to me this morning. Bite me all over my neck. The thing is though I have always been into these type movies. Dracula, Bordello of Blood, Underworld ( that is a really HOT movie) Van Helsing, etc. I just love watching them. As a kid I would stare intently at the tv when one came on. My parents thought I was a weirdo cause the other kids would run from the room when some one got bit. Not me, I wanted to see it. Just it is one of my turns on. Some people like to see ppl get it on tv, I like to see people get bit. Go figure. Lots of love to everyone, especially to my Man.

Well, this is my first blog. Today has been a truly suckie day. Most days things do not really get to me, but for some reason today started bad and has done nothing but get worst. My day started with the police coming through my living room window, trying to serve a warrant on some one that I do not even know. TALKING ABOUT TICKING ME OFF!!! Knocked my blinds down on top of scaring the crap out of me. So after I calm back down, no going back to sleep after that one, I call my Man. Well, He had attitude which set me off even more. Then I go to get my cordless phone, which was by the window the police came through, and it was not working. SO the police broke my $150 cordless phone. So I had to call the supervisor about getting my phone replaced, to find out that they had no legal right what so ever to come into my home. So I call my Man again to see if maybe His attitude has changed, NOPE!! Still got attitude so I was like screw it, I am going to just stick to myself for the rest of the day. Put in a movie got back into bed and stayed there. Two hrs later, my Man calls me back and we talk. Still not real sure what the whole attitude ALL day towards me was about, but at least when He called it was not like before. This afternoon, my phone has done nothing but ring off the hook with wrong numbers, telemarketers, and people I do not really want to talk with to be honest. It is now 7pm, and I am going to get my butt back in the bed, try and watch a movie and go to sleep. I just hope that tomorrow is a better day. And I hope that everyone had a wonderful day and that the rest of your week is GREAT!!