Im not gonna cry
no, Im not gonna shed a tear
man
I thought it would be forever
everytime you..
everytime we..
dont you remember what we shared
it was real for me
everything was perfect
oh, was I so wrong
was I so blind
when you said that you loved me
was it your shield of suspision
then you left me alone
with these memories
taking me back to the time
when you held me tight
when you wispered them words, just so right
creating all them "feel so good" moments
the laughter, the joy
you were even there when I felt so low
telling me that everything will be okay
I believed you then
now, who is gonna tell me that
as I sit alone
with these thoughts falling into my hands
you were my baby, my love, my sweety
my heart filled with illumination of our love
I always felt warmth
even when the thought of you snuck up on me
covering my mind asking
"guess who"
I smiled, you silly girl
making me happy, when I wanted to be sad
then you would pounce on me
we would kiss
led from that to the bedroom
and everything would be alright
now, Im holding back tears
and the cry in my throat
I cant smile from these memories
because I know I would ball
no Im not gonna cry
no Im not gonna shed a tear
its like fighting superman
and every blow he gives to my heart
the pain of our love
begins to form as tears
gerl, Im missing you so much right now
your my baby, my love, my sweety
and heart shaped tears begin to fall
and break as they crash to the floor
I cant let you break my heart
because I love you so much
but, I guess I lied
when I said I wasnt gonna shed a tear
thats my love for you
and shedding the happy memories of you and I
remember
the time when we were stranded in the night
our ride broke down
we were far away from the world
just the stars in the night
the rain had passed and it was a lil cold
trying to get the car out the mud
you were in the drivers seat
as I tried pushing one more time
I slipped and fell into the puddle of mud
you began to laugh
I was pissed, trying to be serious
but, you kept laughing
I started to laugh with you
we couldnt move and we spent the night
I had to get out of my clothes
damn, why did you have to leave me
the times we had
I cant ever forget
tell you the truth
as I remembered that time
I began to laugh
and I started to cry
sitting here next to my phone
hoping you text or call
telling me
you wanna come back
I will always be waiting right here for you
I will not let my heart break
I will not let my heart ache
Im not blaming you baby
my love is as I promise
the one and only thing in my life that is not a lie
is true, real, alwayz and forever
Im so in love with you
I sign off
as my image of you fades away
that smile
I would never forget
I will not cry
I will not shed a tear
