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Occhio Blu Bella's blog: "Letting Go"

created on 02/07/2007  |  http://fubar.com/letting-go/b52770

Death in the Family

So I was planning to move today to be closer to where my sister lives, but yesterday when my sister was driving up to help me move, she got a horrible call from her boyfriend in chicago that his father was found dead in his car on the side of the road in a ditch....of course she had to go be with him.....there's no doubt in that.....but now I have this feeling of sorrow and pain that I can't quite describe....Part me wishes nothing had happened at al, then it says damn and on the weekend I was going to move.....but how can I think something like that.....his father is dead, he's my sister's boyfriend, he's my friend.....part of me just wishes it had happen to someone else....and part of me wishes that I could be there for them both....I'm fuckin angry about all this.....I just wanna go outside and scream at the top of my lungs and yell out the word fuck, fuck, fuck this shit......it's not fuckin fair.....I'm so fuckin pissed off....Her boyfriend Ben is only a few months older then me, and now he's lost a parent....how fucked is that....Damnit damnit damint.... I'm out

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Little Manhattan

When I meet you, You were so, accomplished, sweet and Pefrfect. And soon the days to come were, filled with our sweet laughter. Months went by and everything, seemed to be alright inside. I would feel your touch on my face, like a cool breeze blew through my window at night. But it was all a lie, You never intend to be mine. I sat back and watched you die, As you popped then down with lime. Oh the bottles that lined our table, We called it our Little Manhattan. While we sat there watching cable, Who could foresee this would be the end. Months went by while the, house was in such a disaray. From sun down to sun up, monday, through sunday this is what i would pray. Please take the bottle from his hand, and make him seen my crying soul. Wipe these tears of mine from my eyes, Because he's going to leave me behind. But it was all a lie, You never intend to be mine. I sat back and watched you die, As you popped then down with lime. Oh the bottles that lined our table, We called it our Little Manhattan. While we sat there watching cable, Who could foresee this would be the end. This pain I feel inside I cannot hide, If I stay with you then I too shall die. So I'm leaving to start a new, with or with out you, thats up to you. This pain that makes me want to hide, Has left me cold and bitter inside. But it was all a lie, You never intend to be mine. I sat back and watched you die, As you popped then down with lime. Oh the bottles that lined our table, We called it our Little Manhattan. While we sat there watching cable, Who could foresee this would be the end.
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