man of a million names's blog: "...."

Holding on to what we had
To what we should have
To what we could have been
Everyday I wake up feeling sick
To comprehend, to picture this

Is this just part of
My so-called life
Trying to move forward
I'm caught in your eyes

Letting go hurts so much
It's been so hard to give this up
Yet holding on is killing me
Runs through my body, like a disease

So sick and tired of
The same old fight
I need submission
To make this right

I must stay strong, I must move on
Can't let this current drag me along
I spread my wings, pretend to fly
And let the tears fall from my eyes
I'm learning how to let go
I'm learning how to let go