ANGEL BABIE's blog: "*Let the truth be known and watch the story unfold*"

No one knows what the future may hold, live one day at a time and never be afraid to get bold. You may get knocked down, you may even lose control, you may feel like you can't get back up but that's just the way life goes! Hard knocks come everyday, but you determine the path you take, are you going to make a difference or are you going to sit there and wait? Blessing don't come standing still you have to have faith, determination and will. Many days may feel like stormy weathers but storms blow over and don't last forever. The sun will always shine, it's up to you to open your eyes and accept the blessings that the Lord provide! Remember the good always out weigh the bad. Live a little cry a lot it cleans the soul and pures the heart, our bad times are only life lessons, stumbling blocks put in our way to teach us to do things better. We go through things for a reason, to build us up rather then to tear us down, not to weaken us but to make us stronger in mind body and spirit, even though sometimes we may feel like we can't bare it, be strong precious child and walk that extra mile, for the love of the Lord will always speak out, if you didn't understand please reread from the heart of Angel Babie and Dream

I don't know what to do anymore! I find myself lost in life miseries, how can i still smile when my heart hurts so bad? the thoughts i think about everyday kills me slowly, i feel trapped with really no one to turn to, I'm scared to let go because the intentions of people you will never know, I want to give but something stops me, i want to live but how can i when i don't know which way to go or what will be best for the long road, lost is what i am, trying to regain focus but there is heartache all around, I'm standing in the middle of a crossroad, left, right which way, behind me or do i keep straight, on bended knees i pray lord stop my agony, help make me, I'm in search for something but i don't know what I'm looking for, where do i look, how do i begin picking up the pieces of my broken life, I'm sooooo confused, how can i still be standing with emptiness inside my soul, i wish that i were a bird so i can pick up and leave when the weather turns cold, clouds surround my life and i don't like ducking for cover every time something goes wrong, i just wish things would get better i hate stormy days but life is like so many weathers, I'm not happy at all i feel like god forgot about me when he made good days so many things just isn't right for me and i really don't understand because I'm that person you can call when you need a true friend, I'm the one that you can count on when you need a helping hand, i don't have nothing to offer but i will give my last, this shit blows me how i can make others happy but inside i remain so sad!

I thought loving you, was the least i can do since i didn't have much to offer you....I wanted to be the person who made your heart feel true..... the one who rescued you from all the pain the world put you through.... i no life is tuff and it seems as if your all alone..... but you had a heart that was scarred and still searchin for love........standing right beside you.....waiting to say baby please come home....I love you!!!!!!!!!!! I never knew lovin someone could be so painful, but the thought of watchin them hurt is even more strainful, how you close your eyes and still pray for the sun to shine.......Like the beauty of the hearts within "your smile is what reeled me in", "your ability to stand after being knocked down over and over again" only made me want to become a better friend......I wish as the nights pass, i could make you mine and when the day arrive we together can open our eyes..................LOVE NEVER CARRIES A SCAR, BUT HEALS ALL THE WOUNDS WE HAVE CARRIED FROM THE START........DEEP DOWN WE MOVE ON AND FORGET ABOUT OUR PRIZE.......When we meditate on what we lost, we forget to open our eyes...............AND WHEN WE DO....WE REALIZE LOVE WAS STANDING HERE THE WHOLE TIME...............

I'M A SURVIVOR A WOMAN THAT'S BEEN THROUGH MORE THEN YOU WILL EVER KNOW, A DAUGHTER THAT HAS THE ABILITY TO STAND ON MY OWN, A MOTHER THAT TEACHES BETTER THEN I WAS SHOWN, A SISTER THAT STOOD TALL AND TOOK THE BLAME EVEN WHEN I WASN'T IN THE WRONG, I'M A SURVIVOR, A BLESSED CHILD THAT GIVES UP SOMETIMES BUT PULLS IT TOGETHER BECAUSE THE TRUTH WILL ALWAYS BE TOLD, I'M WELL PUT TOGETHER, CREATED WITH THAT SPECIAL TOUCH AND A FIRM HOLD, CREATED WITH LOVE FROM THE ONE THAT BREATHE LIFE INTO YOUR NOSE, I'M A SURVIVOR, ONE WHO MAKES SOMETHING OUT OF NOTHING BECAUSE I WASN'T BORN WITH SILVER AND GOLD, I'M COMPASSIONATE AND MEAN AT THE SAME TIME, BUT THANK GOD FOR BEING MY ONLY JUDGE BECAUSE HE IS THE ONE WHO MAPPED OUT MY MIND. I HAVE A STORY TO TELL AND IN TIME WILL TELL IT BUT RIGHT NOW I'M A SURVIVOR AND WANT TO TAKE IT ONE STEP AT A TIME.

Beautiful eyes, beautiful smile, beautiful soul, inside lies a pure heart worth much more than gold, deeper than any story ever told, stronger than any weight you can hold, covers you anytime you get cold, love.....love me, hold me, mold me, wipe my eyes, sit back and unwind cause i’m in love my love will never die no matter how many nights i get scared it’s like a burning fire with the flames being my every desire to me no matter who you are never let your love grow lame cause when it’s over you only have you to blame. Love keep your fire burning no matter the cost like the son of God herds his sheep not one gets lost.

Sunshine comes after every storm, "Forget about what they say" you were a star before you born. Who cares about the bad choices you've made........ the story comes after every step you take...... trying so hard to climb from that deep dark cage... but it seemed like your foot slipped with every push you gave..... wanting to give up because you didn't see the point anyways...... you kicked, screamed, cried and prayed..... got mad when things weren't going your way, you had no choice but to sit there and meditate and when the storm blew over, it was the LORD tryin to keep you safe and you finally realized that the battle wasn't yours to complain. Hold on! Keep the FAITH because your about to win the race!!!!!!!!!!!!My INSPERATION for this poem were the things that happened within the last week, it almost caused me to give up but then i realized that that wasn't an opition so i had to be strong and now here i am still clinging on..........GOD BLESS