Why is it that when ppl are here, u never really notice them, but the saying, u never know what u have till its gone, is true. Ive had many ppl come in and out of my life, some who have taught me one thing, some who have taught me more than words could say. Ive learned in the past few years, that you should never take advantage of what you have right in front of you. Nobody ever realizes the true hurt you feel, when the ones you love, just up and leave. You know that its for their best, but you always wish you had one more day with them. Some you lose forever, some will show back up in ur life, and some will just be a memory that you cant forget. I have pleny of memories i cant forget, not all of them good. i joke about everything that goes on in my life, to get over the pain i feel. A sense of humor is a great defense against minor troubles Mignon McLaughlin says. Its a daily battle that we all stuggle thru, some are better at it than others, some will wollow in pitty, but no matter what, you have to go on, live your life, day by day, minute by minute, never knowing when the next person you care about, will leave your life. I always thought the ppl that i knew in middle school, would always be here, but day by day, each of them have gone on to better things, and better places. Will i ever go on to bigger and better things, or will i stay in this hole, that seems to be getting ever deeper. Will i be able to do the things i always dreamed of, or will i watch, as all the ones i know, leave and start a new life, with new ppl, in a new place? You never know what you have, till its gone. After its gone, you will wish you had it back, and start the memories, looking back, at the times you always had, and u thought would always be. I will miss all the ones who i thought would always be here, and i will miss the ones who have passed away, that have taught me the things i know today. I will laugh my way thru another day, to get up, and do it all over again. Never forget to tell ppl how you feel, because it may be the last time you see them
