BlOcKhEd DJ AND SECURITY FOR GREEN DOOR ...'s blog: "Last April 29th"

for you that know me and those that dont i lost the most important person in my life last year my father. i dont know what to do right now my mind says to end it all but my heart tells me to stay and continue like my father wants me to. i wish to god that he was here with me and i was not so damn upset. i miss him with all my heart.

i would like to invite everyone to my fu-wedding it will be in green door september 2nd

well i didnt get my harley im so pissed right now. damn it i need a co signer

i maybe getting my motorcycle tomorrow i really hope i do. i cant wait to get outta work tomorrow. :D

i know im late on this by at least a week and two days but whatever. ok my father passed away october 5,2007 and im lost without him he was my best friend and my hero. i made some mistakes in the last few months but i am working on that. my father was 46 years old. dad i know your watching over me and im sorry about the thing i've done im try to make things right but the only problem is im in new hampshire all my friend are in massachusettes and im having a hard time trying to make friends up here. i'm starting to lose my mind. dad i miss you so much but no matter what i do i cant change the fact that your gone. dad i miss you and love you and i'll never forget you

my great grand mother has just recently passed away yesterday and i'm having a hard time dealing with it it seems like everytime i'm just starting to get over someone passing away another person passes away

Well there are alot of you that are on here that don't know me very well. well just to let everyone know last year on april 29th the girl i was going to ask to marry me past away and ever since then i haven't been the same. i wish everything would just go back to the way it was me being happy and not so stress out about things,me not pour heart and soul out to my closest friends and actually crying because i just don't want to deal with being alone with that said thank you to all of my friends and family that have been there for me in the last year and to who ever else is there for me thank you. not many people can relate to losing a girlfriend or boyfriend that means so much to them unless of course you have been in that situation trust me it's not something i would ever want anyone to ever go through it sucks when you use to coming home and wait for that phone call saying hunnie can you come get me so i can be with you.