(from the MySpace)
It's been awhile ladies and gents. Too long? or not long enough?
What's with the title?
Well, a lot has happened in the life of ol' Nasty these past few months. I've known love, impending loss on a soul shattering scale, the intense sorrow of a friend (s), orgasmic joy, alcohol induced oblivion, and the 24 views of Mt. Hokusai (look it up you uneducated turds).
The dichotomy and undeniable irony of my existence is that I am experiencing an incredible high and heart shattering low simultaneously. Hence, my obsession with black/white and camo if some of you haven't noticed. Some psychosomatic venting mechanism for what's going on inside. So...I drink, I fuck, I work, I rock, I love, I fight, I vomit, I hate, I lift, I run...like death itself is chasing me (and it's chasing us all). Point is...I'm living. One of the simplest yet most complex things ever said was "smoke'em if you got'em". Wrap your brain around that one folks. Sit and think about it. Really, think.
Live life while you've got it because it's short and random and fantastic and tragic and magnificent just get out and LIVE!!! It's frightfully easy to say you'd die for a friend or family member but to turn around and say "I'll LIVE for you." There's more power in life than death.
Stop for a second and think of something that makes you smile...
Now go do it, make plans to go do it, call that person, go see that person, that thing, that place...for fuck sake do it and don't let anyone tell you you can't or that it's wrong or let them take that sunshine away!!!!
Take the time for yourself. You're not a douche for being selfish once in awhile. Guilt is man made...
