Ades's blog: "Lacrimosa."

My heart,my love one word and gone to say i will believe and prey To see,to feel to hear,to be and gone How can i get close to you? how can i the foolish one? Beauty can't be seen but only kissed i have so much love to give but where are you and how to be reached? Can i talk,can i speak? and can i lay my head and you? can i choose and can i say i love you? Darkness surrounding me my head hangs low your arms are far you breath takes me besides i am in love i'm loving you,but you so far from me,i'm holding out your words,your face,your breath your touch,your heart should cover me but all you do is watching me so i dismiss the grace of you and far beyond the darkness grows which lead me back to all my roots the longing and the pain and darkness and disgrace Beauty can't be seen but only kissed i have so much love to give but where are you and how to be reached?

I lost you in the mourning when the snow fell in the world i lost you in the cold between these shades of our illusions i found an empire of love and pain with in this kiss-this kiss goodbye for i will never forget your face behind the window of this parting train. I asked the moon to bring you back into my arms i called the wind to guide your ways i bagged the earth to hold you tight keep you from harm i send you kisses in my dreams for i know he had our time i close the door the party is over. Imposing our love through all the years we had to face now i am on my own passing through these fields of memories all these visions of my temple dreams i saacrifice my everything for i will never forget your face behind the window of this parting train. I asked the moon to bring you back into my arms i called the wind to guide your ways i bagged the earth to hold you tight keep you from harm i send you kissess in my dreams for i know he had our time i close the door the party is over.

Not every Pain Hurts. When you have the wiil you learn to forgive and to forget you have to,collect the broken pieces and humble hearted stand up from the place you hide if i wouldn't know to miss anything it couldnt hurt me no more mistakes tough to build life from the ashes,that fell down to ground. with any pain it wouldn't be the same experiences made me strong. Not every pain hurts deep inside whwn you learn to devide don't fear the danger follow your heart to the light live your dream and live. when you listen to your self don't always expect to find understanding it takes time you may loose your faith but don't be afraid to find the solution that heavy wasn't my load that i wouldn't also try to carry yours my burning heart-umbearable! my optimistic mind -collapsed! without any pain it wouldn't be the same experiences made me strong. Not every pain hurts deep inside when you learn to devide dont't fear the danger follo you heart to the light live your dream and beath.