Beautiful Brown Eyes's blog: "Krissy's Poems"

*~*Questions Unanswered*~* Why don't he want me Like he used to do? Why don't he care for me Like he always used to? Why don't he Love me Like he used to say he would? Why don't he want me forever Like I thought he could? Why don't he want me Like he used to do?.

..:::My feelings for You:::.. My heart flutters, My hands shake, My feelings for you are beyond heaven's gate, Those feelings I have for you are pure, This I know for sure. Without you I am incomplete, Because your love for me is so sweet!!

How can I explain ? The feelings pushed deep down inside of me , with only me to blame I really want to tell him ,but I can't find the words to say, Please don't go away He is all I think about , he is the one I love Everynight I lay awake Debating what to say Should I say something before he goes away? Days and days go by And his time has come to part I know I should tell him What is really in my heart But the coward that I am Stands there with nothing to say With a hug goodbye , he drive away Tears rolling down my cheeks as I turn away The boy next door is gone forever But in my heart he'll stay forever

~*~Why is life always so cruel?~*~ *Is life going to always treat me like a fool¿* ~Are you supposed to be sad all the time?~ *Is the world such a bad crime¿* ~Why does life always hurt?~ *It feels as if my face is getting pushed in the dirt* ~Life is a big puzzle that is hard to figure out~ *Would this place be fun¿ That I doubt!* ~Why does it seem to be comin to this?~ *Its as if everyword now adays is just a diss* ~Why does is feel like Ive been stabbed in the back?~ *Fears of life i still to lack* ~I do not want to live this life no more *I just want to die, just drop down to the floor.* ~Sometimes i wish i could have a knife~ ~*~But now i have realized this is the real world. This is LIFE!~*~

~Mountain Dew~ Mountain Dew tastes yummy, Thats why I put it in my tummy. I think it is very awesome, Dont make fun of me u ugly opposume! Did you know that it begins with "M"? When I drink it it builds up flem. So I think you should drink it too, and then u should go buy a shoe!

HIM I pushed back my hair Walked through the door The dream I had was no more Down my cheeks the tears then ran Making me think of no pleasure No pain How could this be? How did it happen? For he is gone, and I can't get past him He was my friend Till the end Now he is gone, no longer my friend? I asked my self in the dark Why did this happen? When did it start? Daring myself to make a move The shadows came, to cover my bruise The bruise on my heart left by him U shall see it, never again.

Misty My name is Misty I am but three My eyes are swolleen I cannot see I must not be loved for I am punished by cigarette burns I must do right I can't do wrong or else I'm locked up all day long When I wake up I'm all alone the house is dark my folks aren't home Im really just an expensive joke no more no less then speed or coke Be quiet now! I hear the car my dad is back from Charlie's Bar I hear him curse my name he calls I squeeze myself against the wall on my bed its too late his face is twisted into hate I feel the pain again and again Oh dear God please let it end My name is Misty I am but three last night my father murdered me....

First kiss when u kissed me my whole body shook i didnt know what to do i didnt know where to look i gently closed my eyes and put my hands on ur face and i felt my heart start to race we looked at each other and smiled in bliss because u were my first real kiss

No sleep last night, too busy thinkin of you. I was tryin to figure out how I could fix things, but I can't. You wouldn't want me to anyway, so I guess I'll just have to stop loving you somehow. And only love the memory of me actually thinking you cared. *It hurt bad. I shouldn't waste my tears, I know. It's kind of too late to say that. I've already unleashed thousands, cuz every thought I ever had was about you. And every dream I ever wished came true - when you entered my life. And now you're slowly disappearing, so I didn't sleep last night.

As my heart lies in broken pieces upon the ground, You don't even know the pieces exist. As my tears fall like liquid diamonds upon my cheeks, You don't even feel the pain I am going through. You don't even know about The broken pieces of the heart that still loves you And that always will. As my voice echoes through the silent atmosphere, You don't even hear the resounding cry. As the mist swirls silently around me, chilling the tears, You don't even care that I suffer the agony of lost love. You wouldn't even look back To see the pale face of the girl who loved you And who always will.