I want to have faith in my relationship with my wife. I want to believe we are strong enough to get through this. I wish I could be strong enough to allow the space to calm down. I could have in a different way. Why would you say one thing and do another. Why does it seem so easy to walk away? How do you remove the kid from school and leave town with the intention of not coming back? How do you all this without letting me know? I called tonight to find out what was going on. To know why the dog is gone and the beds are gone. I called to see why you told me you would be back on Sunday only to come home to this house in the shape it is. Why decieve me? Why not tell me the truth? Im not a bad man Ive one nothing but try to make you happy. The least you could do is be honest with me. You tell me I will email you in the morning. What kind of way is it to email someone to tell them you are taking away their life. Here I sit waiting for the email. Wondering what the answers may be. Not sure how I can function having to go through this again. Atleast last time you talked to me. You compromised on the kids and you didnt just take things. We worked together even apart. What has happened? I will keep faith in us. I miss you all already. Waiting for you........
