unique's blog: "JUST WRITING AND POETRY"

THERE COMES A TIME IN ONES LIFE WHEN YA GOT TO SAY " WHAT THE FUCK" OK IS THIS REALLY A SICK JOKE OR IS THIS REALLY MY LIFE. RIGHT NOW I HAVE TO SIT BACK, EVALUATE THE SITUATION AT HAND AND FOCUS ON WHAT IT IS THAT I'M DOING NEXT. AS OF THIS VERY MOMENT I KNOW THE DAY WILL COME, THAT I KNOW I WILL HAVE TO MAKE THE MOVE, AND I WILL, BUT ALL IN DUE TIME. AS I KNOW GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT. I KNOW THAT IN THAT STATEMENT I WAS PLAYIN ROUND ROBIN BUT IN THE END ALL WILL WORK OUT AS IT SHOULD. I HAVE TOLD PEOPLE IN MY LIFE, NOT TO PUSH MY BUTTONS TO FAR, THE ONLY GOOD IT WILL DO IS GET YOU BIT. I THINK SOME LIKE TO PUSH INTENTIONALLY, BUT IF YOU PLAY WITH FIRE LONG ENOUGH YOU WILL GET BURNED, SO GO AHEAD KEEP PUSHING. I HAVE TO ASK THIS QUESTION-- ARE PEOPLE REALLY AS STUPID AS I THINK THEY ARE CUZ SOME, ALL THEY HAVE TO DO IS OPEN THEIR MOUTHS AND THEIR VERBAL ASSAULT TELLS THE WHOLE STORY, AND EVEN SOMETIMES WHEN CAUGHT OFF GAURD YOU MAY GET TWISTED UP IN THE TOUNGE TANGO AS WELL BUT LET ME SAY THIS, WHEN YOU LET YOURSELF GET TRICKED INTO SOMEONE ELSES POWER TRIP, IT SERIOUSLY MAKE YOU LOOK AS FOOLISH AS THE ONE YOUR HAVING THE PISSING CONTEST WITH, SO MY SUGGESTION IS THAT IF SOMEONE TRIES TO SHIT IN YOUR SAND BOX GET OUT BEFORE THE STINK HITS. CIAO

MANIFESTATION OF ANGER AND PAIN MISREPRESATION OF MIND AND BODY UNPREPARED AND UNACCOPLISHED UNSKILLED AND ARTLESS PRECEPTION OF MIND CONFINEMENT RESIGNATION OF FEELINGS DISPLACEMENT OF HEART AND SOUL BENDED, TWISTED, AND WARPED EMOTIONS TRAVEL SWIFTLY DRIFTING IN AND OUT OF THE ALCOHOL INSIGNIFICANT, MINDLESS DEMINISHED, DECLINED AND BEATEN

AFRAID TO LIVE OR DIE LIFE IS DARK SHADOWS COLORLESS ALWAYS RUNNING SCARED SCREAMING INSIDE LIFELESS EMOTIONS HIGH TEARS HOT BURNING LOVELESS DYING SLOWLY

LOCKED UP IN A PRISON A PRISON SO DARK SO LONELY COLD HARD HEART SHAMEFUL YET SHAMELESS PAINFUL SORROW HATRED FOR SELF MISERY DREAMS OF NOTHING TORTUROUS THOUGHTS SPIRIT BROKEN LOST IMPOSSIBLE HOPE GUILTY

THE DEMISE OF MY HEART FALLS INTO A DEEP DARK PLACE PAIN AND ANGUISH DISTORTS THE FEAR AND TERROR THAT RIPS ACROSS MY FACE SHATTERED, JAGGED PIECES OF A LIFE A PERSON TORN APART, THAT ONCE WAS ME THE DREDFUL FEELING OF BEING ALONE NO ONE TO TURN TO, NOWHERE TO GO AGONIZING SEREING FEAR, LEAVE ME BE HELP ME PLEASE, I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE TEAR AWAY THE TIES THAT BIND PULLING, SLOWLY SLIPPING AWAY HURRY REACH OUT, TAKE MY HAND, FIND

SLIPPING AWAY TO THAT DARK PLACE FIGHTING HARD NOT TO FELL HURRY RUN, FASTER,ITS A RACE THE DEEPER I GO, MAKES IT DARDER TO DEAL PAIN IS THE ONLY THING THAT SEEMS REAL THE IS SO FIERCE, SO HOT, STOP WILL I BE OK, WILL I EVER HEAL ITS GOT ME, WONT LET GO, DROP HITTING BOTTOM HURTS SO BAD GETTING HURTS AS BAD AS FALLING IVE LOST ALMOST EVERYTHING I HAD BEING A SCREW UP SEEMS TO BE MY CALLING HIDING AWAY IN A BOTTLE OF SHAME IM LOSING THE BATTLE, IM LOSING THE FIGHT ITS BECOMING IMPOSSIBLE TO DOUSE THE FLAME TRYING TO HOLD ON WITH ALL MY MIGHT THAT FIRE WATER HAS ME TWISTING, TURNING I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO IT, ITS JUST ME PUT IT DOWN, GET AWAY, ITS BURNING IVE PUSHED EVERYONE TO FAR, ALONE TO BE WILL I EVER BE ABLE TO MAKE THE PAIN STOP IF I FALL, CAN I GET BACK UP,TIME WILL TELL CAN I CLIMB OUT AND GET TO THE TOP OR AM I DESTINED TO STAY IN HELL

SHOULD WE REALLY CHANGE OUR WHOLE LIVES FOR THE BENEFIT OF OTHERS?