Brookelynn Rose's blog: "Just Showin' Some Love"

OK it's official the only thing men want from me is a good fuck. To them I will never have anything more. The sad part is I keep on falling for it whenever I think I found the one. I let my guard down. Trust the guy and the he uses me. And after he's done getting his jollies he makes up some lame assed excuse or doesn't even bother to make one up at all and buggers off out of my life forever. From this moment on unless someone can truly convince me otherwise I will not believe in love -- it doesn't exist. It's just a fairy tale made up for fools. And to think I was just starting to trust people again. That's all shot to hell. I can never trust anyone even slightly ever again. It just isn't worth it.

Why is it that some days in your personal life you wish you could just do over? For me today is one of those days. I'm at work and I really don't want to be. At least it's just after 4 in the afternoon and I've only got half an hour left. I shouldn't be here I'm leaving early.

THE WAR On that day our lives changed forever. Together, united, we chose to stand. Our freedom we chose to protect. We will not back down. Vengeance will be ours. Defending everything we hold dear to our hearts. Justice will be found. One day we will all live in peace. Pride will keep us marching forward. Loyalty will keep us united. Respect will end the death. Trust will keep the bond strong. Faith and hope will be restored. Together, united, the courage will be found to see this through to the end.

I swear some weeks at work should never happen and this was one of them. I am so thankful it Friday. Now I just need some lovin'