Why is that when you feel love take over your mind you
feel out of control.
The person you have these wonderful
and amazing feelings for
all of a sudden has so much power over you.
Like you are wrapped around their finger
and they could do no wrong.
I'm sick of being powerless.
I want my heart my feelings
and all of my thoughts that you
have been consuming back.
But I love you and you dont even know.
Yet I've done all I could to show you
yet you push and shove me away.
So far away I can't even remember what made me
fall in love with you in the first place.
It's all like a massive head game you are playing with me.
You can't show me your emotions
yet you don't want me to go.
I have to cater to you and your feelings while mine are being forgotten and neglected.
I know you don't love me. If you did i would feel amazing instead of crying every day