IrishDrinker JuggDaLo's blog: "Just Me"

"Soldier"

I was that which others did not want to be. 

I went where others feared to go, 
and did what others failed to do. 

I asked nothing from those who gave nothing and reluctantly accepted
the thought of eternal loneliness ... should I fail. 

I have seen the face of terror; felt the stinging cold of fear; enjoyed
the sweet taste of a moment's love. 

I have cried, pained and hoped ... but, most of all,
I have lived the times others would say were best forgotten. 

At least someday, I will be able to say that I am proud of what I was ...

a soldier. 

did you ever get that feeling of pure happiness when you talk to a single person? you just cant stop smileing, and all the words you want to say are jumbled up. your heart skips a beat, and soon all you can see is there smile. she makes me feel this way and i would not trade it for the world. all i can do is hope that she feels the same way, then mabey we can both have true happiness in our life.

"I hear voices in my head
They council me
They understand
They talk to me, they talk to me
They tell me things that i will do
They tell me things i'll do to you
They talk to me, they talk to me

All the lawyers are defenseless
All the doctors are disease
And the preachers all are sinners
And the police just take the grease
All you judges you are guilty
All the bosses I will fire
All you bankers will have losses
And politicians are all liars

I see darkness fallin'
I hear voices callin'
I feel justice crawlin'
I see faith has fallen"