Belladonna's blog: "Just me"

I cannot ever find a way to throw these darkened thoughts away

Need a place to hide.

Its thorwn in my face everyday

Guess thats the price I have to pay for what's inside my mind

Alive [8x]

I am alive

I will never run away

 Places inside

My heart screams inside with pride

Once I cried

Now I wipe away the tears

Once I died

Now I'm alive

Alive [8x]

Little things tempt me everyday

Constant pain is how I like to play

Better not cross that line

What's this in my head

I didn't say

It's something I can't throw away

What's inside my mind

I am alive

I will never run away

Places inside

My heart screams inside with pride

Once I cried

Now I wipe away the tears

Once I died

Now I'm alive

I bide my time

I'm intertwined

I'm falling in this place I thought I left behind

I bide my time

I'm intertwined

I'm falling in this place I thought I left behind

(feeling so alive) I bide my time

I'm intertwined

I'm falling in this plce I thought I left behind

(feeling so alive) I bide my time

I'm intertwined

I'm falling in this place I thought I left behind

Alive[4x]

I am alive

I will never run away

Places inside

My heart screams inside with pride

Once I cried

Now I wipe away the tears

Once I died

Now I'm alive

I'm over it

You see I'm falling in the vast abyss

Clouded by memories of the past

At last, I see

I hear it fading

I can't speak it

Or else you will dig my

Grave

We fear them finding

Always whining

Take my hand now

Be alive

You see I cannot be forsaken

Because I'm not the only one

We walk amongst you

Feeding, raping

Must we hide from everyone

I'm over it

Why can't we be together

Embrace it

Sleeping so long

Taking off the mask

At last, I see

I hear it fading

I can't speak it

Or else ypou will dig my

Grave

We fear them finding

Always whining

Take my hand now

Be alive

You see I cannot be forsaken

Because I'm not the only one

We walk amongst you

Feeding, raping

Must we hide from everyone

You see I cannot be forsaken

Because I'm not the only one

We walk amongst you

Feeding, raping

Must we hide from everyone

Everyone

Everyone

Everyone

A Hero

I need a hero,
Someone who'll come to my rescue,
Someone who loves me for me,
Someone who wont try and change me,
Someone who'll do anything for me,
Someone who wont judge me.

I want to give up,
But I don't think I can.

Giving up would be easier, cuz,
No one will rescue me,
No one loves me for me,
Everyone wants to change me,
No one will do anything for me,
Everyone judges me.

I need a hero,
Please help me.

 The perfect guy comes along once in a life time. There are too few nice guys in the world. If you have one, hold on to him, cuz you'll be lucky to find another one.

I salute the confederate flag with affection, reverence, and devotion to the cause for which it stands!!!! It's heritage not hate!!!!

I just want to clear something up about this post. I am not racist, I hate everybody equally. Plus, it's my heritage. My whole family is from the south and I was raised with southern values. I'm a redneck and I don't care who knows it. If you don't like it then leave me alone. Like it says in my 'about me', I'm not like other girls. I camp, hunt, fish, mudd, hike, and swim in the Wabash river. I love being outside. The music I like is, classic and hard rock, heavy and death metal, and country. I do like P.O.D, and Deamonhunter. I usually don't do the whole christian band thing but I do like those two. If you have a question about my views just ask but don't expect to get an answer that you're gonna like.