`well, sorry about not writing more often, in any event, I dunno what's wrong with me. Sleep every night and still wake up tired. Seem to be getting old and don't like it. Wife bugging me to go to the Dr. and get checked out. Even though I was a paramedic I HATE going to the Dr.
Hate getting needles put into me. all the tests and the pokes and the prods.
Stomach still out and about but that could also be my wifes cooking.. LOL.
Dr. says I need to go away by myself without the wife and child. Just to relax. Been so long I wouldn't know how to do that anymore.
All that we ever do is fight anyway. then we make up but the bent feelings are still there. Somehow sorry doesn't seem to cut it anymore. and yes it is my fault (at least part of the time) that we argue.
then she argues that she needs to be out of the house and talk to adults instead of just being home all the time, So I say get a job and be with other people. then she says that she hates the jub and just wants to be home with some peace and quiet. I can't win. hell we don't even seem to be able to compromise.
as such we always seem to be in a bad mood. at this point the words of my old D.I. come to mind........
Awww Fuck It.
And that pretty much sums up my last few weeks. So how have ya'll been LOL?
