Some days are simply harder than most
Those are the days with this lump in my throat
Some days I miss you more than I should
Cry for no reason, even if I feel good
Some days I yearn for your body to lie next to mine
While I wish for the heavens to give me a sign
Some days I laugh at your silly little grunts
I giggle to show you I am strong. It's my front.
Some days I can feel your kisses on my closed eyes
Other days, I believe in my minds fabricated lies.
Some days I want nothing more than to hold your hand
Watch the sunrise from the ocean, our toes in the sand
Some days I am a better person than I think
Those are the days I like to wear pink
Some days I am ok with everything between us
Others I miss you so damn much I start to fuss.
Some days I just want to bask in your glow
While the wind shakes my core with its burly blow
Some days I want to hold you tighter, closer to my heart
Others I dream of you whispering " I hate when we are apart."
Some days I wish you could really see through my eyes
I'd bet you a million there's a few things you'd realize
Some days I can see the future so elegantly bright
While rain is pouring all over me on a stormy fated night
Some days I can't see my future at all, just a ticking bomb
My strength and our love help me disarm it with aplomb
Then.....
Some days I get to hold you ever so snug and tightly
Passion ravages through our veins, as it should, rightly
These are the days that get me through the ones that devastate
Although few, they are rich with a power that sedates
Most days are simply easier than some it's true
That's when I've swallowed that eradicating lump
Just for you.
