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Not that too many ppl will care or read this, but as 1 of my absolute best friends(sis)said once.."u just gotta let it out".
The top women in my family r there for a reason..the top 3 I've known, not for yrs, but many, many months. They keep me grounded & let me know I matter. They all know why I care & if any of them EVER needed anything, I'd be there in a heartbeat. I swear sometimes I wish I could live in 3 places @ once because they mean that much to me.
Now, my UhP family/friends..U all know who u r...for a lounge to actually give 2 craps about me, even when I haven't been doing my part for the lounge, means a lot to me. Now I know all about how some ppl feel about lounges, but for the loyal 1's there, including the owner, tyvm for being there for me.
I am not perfect, I have made mistakes & got caught up in the "drama" thing. I hate & am ashamed that I've said things in my status, that really just shows how much I can hurt when ppl r rude. I am not thick skinned, never have been & never will be. But to react the way I did was honestly out of pain from ppl I thought were my friends & stooped to a lvl I will never go to again.
No this is not my life, but I am a woman who met some wonderful ppl here..& this whole online thing is very new to me..wait, cuz I'm laughing at myself right now..
Sigh, I want very much to just have fun here & continue to meet good ppl. If I offend any1 along the way, I'm sorry..ya gotta ask me why cuz it's not on purpose & I'm not a mind reader. Maybe it's somethin simple. I've just had enuf of the drama already...lol, like it's gonna stop now:D
The ppl that do know me from here, I just want u to know, that honestly, when I think of how lucky I am to have u in my life, cuz yes, some of u do trickle into my r/l & r thought of frequently. It duz make me a lil teary eyed to think of unselfish & caring u have been with me. Thank you for that(h).
Hugs & kisses to you all (h)(h)(h)
