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This was just a painful moment and I started writing off the top of my head what I was thinking&feeling I was done with this in 10min I had so much pain I just started writing it all down, I write poetry in my darkest times of live. 

This is a free hand written poem about my 21 yr old cousin who just died 4wks ago in a self impact car accident I miss her so much and I needed to vent 

"A PAINFUL MOMENT"

Tearing me up inside 

Lost with no direction

 This painful emotion is eating me up alive

You're gone and I keep asking why

So beautiful so young just why

 That pretty angel face with that angelic smile

now you got that shining halo and you are a glowing angel looking over all of us

to protect,redirect to change us all for the better,when we shed our tears of hurt,anger

missing your soul upon us wishing ever so badly it was just a bad dream

I feel you trying to dry up my tears not to cry that you say "don't worry be happy"

Your postive comfort surrounds us no pain,no fear you are always here

 We still need and want you but we know it was your time to go

 That pretty angel face was needed up above

 I hope you look over us help us through our pain,our grieving,our tears that we cry everyday 

The endless nights of trying to sleep

sometimes we wake up from our sleep searching around us because  we hear your voice still in our head as we close our eyes we only realize it was only a bad dream and began to cry wishing you were still here  

You say "don't worry be happy" 

I'm always here you may not think so but I'm watching 

I want you to not hurt,to not feel pain and sorrow 

please carry on your life and succeed it is what I have always wanted you and my family to do

I'm always watching over you please don't be sad "don't worry be happy" please smile for me 

I want to see all your wonderful smiles

please don't be in pain anymore remember me in a good way for all that I've succeeded

 follow in my footsteps as I will lead you the right way I love all my cousins,my sisters,my brother,my mom&dad&grandma&grandpa&friends&many more . I love you all please don't be sad be happy  

Smile knowing I'm watching and taking care of you everyday I'll show you the signs"don't worry be happy"

This is just some helpful information Id thought id share with everyone who is trying to get the 2500 likes without bling achievement.I was first to get it last night and since I have people asking me tips on how to get it I am just going to post it here so everyone can read it:)

Number 1 thing you should know, It doesnt go by your daily likes its counted on the progress meter..the faster n accumulated likes you get the more quicker the meter will go up.But,just a warning!! if your likes slow down or stall a bit you will lose likes instead of gaining! This happend to me a few times n I was trying to figure out why I would have 2230 likes one minute then Id check again and the meter would read 2208 likes..This is why, Because you have to make sure you keep those likes up! So remember that! Its the most important thing you need to do in order to get a fast success at the achievement.Follow this and you should get in a jiffy!! Hope this helps:)